Mistakes

In My Eyes

-Rebecca

I waited for Michael to meet me, and he did.

He spoke first, looking down, "Hey."

"Michael."

"Rebecca." He repsonded.

"Yea?" I don't know why, but I soon got nervous.

He let out a big breath and closed his eyes shut, only to open them almost immediate, "I- I. Luke is my best mate. He's been there since we were in primary school. He's like my brother, and I can't keep hurting him. I can't keep hurting you."

"I undertand. And I was going to say the same thing. Micheal your a-"

"You were a mistake." 

My eyes widen, I was confused, because the way he said it made my stomach churn.

"You were a huge mistake, that  I wish I could take back." He continued.

I stood there speechless, unable to respond.

"I don't even know why I let this happen, your not the one for me, or to even develop feelings for. A mistake. That's all you are."

I dont know why, but I just wanted to cry.

He started walking up to me with his arms open, but I got off the swing, and shook my head.

"I didn't want to hurt you." He whispered, backing up.

I don't know if I was angry or sad or just shocked and plain out hurt.

"That's awfully funny. Thats not what you said the night it finally happened." I spat out. Sudeenly remebering the night we kissed.

"That's different-" He began.

"Really?"

"Yea, no that's not what I mean!"
He backed away completely this time, it looked like he wanted to cry,"I'm done. I'm sorry."

But I couldn't let that get to me 

"Fuck you Michael ."