Hatred (Winrina + BOOK 1)

Confusion.. extreme confusion.

༉‧₊˚. "THE Karina scared of the girl who she humiliated in front of everyone because of some dream?"

Karina possibly avoided everyone, including Giselle and her sister, she couldn't face anyone after that dream. Desperate for answers, she needed them badly, could this possibly be a sign? Or even more? Questions scurry through her mind ever since that night, not planning to leave soon.

That was a long night for Karina.

Eye gaps visible even from afar, scruffy ponytail with strands escaping out, there was so much more but Karina still managed to look flawless. Sauntering to class, the student's eyes are on her as she relaxes completely leaning on the locker ready to close her eyes. No glares were sent, no nothing.
So unusual for the students, there may be rumours starting but Karina gave no fucks this day.

The only thing she cared about was the naps.
It didn't satisfy her at all but it was a start.
Giselle approaches Karina, the raven head was leaning on her locker with arms crossed. Karina didn't bother sparing the girl a glance, she didn't even notice her as she was so lost in her dull thoughts.

"What's with the long face?" Giselle nudges Karina finally gaining some attention, Karina just responds with a lazy shrug ready to daydream for the 1727th time today. "Karina.." Giselle sighs dramatically raising her hands in the air, "something is clearly wrong, you didn't even interact with my sister."
How did she know? They are sisters so it did make sense.

"Some weird dream haunting me I guess?" Karina finally manages to sputter something out. Giselle could barely hear her, "what was it exactly about? A nightmare?" It could be a nightmare for most people, but Karina just considers it a dream.
No shivers went down her spine so why would she say it was a nightmare? Even if tears were shed in that dream.

Karina grasps Giselle's jumper dragging her into an empty classroom, usually, they're used for heated make-out sessions or secrets. Let's go for the second option, shall we?

The raven head takes a deep breath, trying to start it off without a slight hint of awkwardness in her voice. "Some guy and Winter held me captive.. a little terrifying 'cause I was treated like some animal. I had a collar on... chained up too, it creeped me out, apparently, I deserve all of that." The small summary made Giselle off-guard.

"What? Really.. THE Karina is scared of the girl she humiliated in front of everyone because of some dream. You know that most dreams mean nothing or all?" Karina felt pathetic, guilty for that dramatic avoidance, mostly rage slowly invading her brain.
Karina had all that courage to finally open up... for what? To get laughed at? She scoffs with nostrils slightly flaring, Giselle strolls off leaving her dumbfounded. Wow, what a great friend she is.

Everything normal felt unusual, something is out of place. Winter wasn't seen at all. No one knew where she possibly is, not even Ningning. It's like the dream is really a sign... Karina's chest tightens with tears ready to flow out.

She can't cry. Not in front of everyone. Her mother always told her to stop being such a crybaby, she would slap her if she even dares to have glossy eyes in public. Karina's mother is long gone, in another country probably living her best life. Rushing into the bathrooms, she shoves herself into one of the stalls locking it, and slouches on the toilet lids tears stains her face, dripping down her chin.

Karina was tired, tired of everything. Her pathetic life is playing tricks on her. It is true since the start! Her hands crawl on her hair messaging her scalp slowly, taking a few deep shaky breaths to calm down a little bit. Karina just wanted peace, yes she has brought everything but peace into many people's lives so it's just plain karma.

Karma that she needs to deal with.

Karina just had to deal with it. A slight knock was heard, and her eyes slowly goes to the door. She didn't bother saying a single word, all her sobbing stopped.
The knock got louder after every few minutes, groaning she opens the door.

Hana. What does she want from Karina? "I witness you being a moody bitch, running to the bathrooms like you're going to cry all the tears out you've held back. That's what I've assumed.. so I figured that I drop by... at the toilets." Hana's rambling always soothes Karina's nerves, and her posture relaxes.

"Thanks.. I was just upset about my life?" Hana briefly nods in understanding, maybe she did experience the same thing. Karina pauses, it wasn't awkward, but rather comforting for both of them.

"I had a dream which made me question my existence, I kno-"

"That's completely alright! Everyone had some freaky dreams, it'll happen at least once. Was your dream THAT weird?" Hana's mouth shuts tightly with one glare shot by Karina.

Karina lets out a dry chuckle, Hana almost seems cartoony to her. "Being captive by someone you know and getting treated like an animal isn't really normal." The sarcasm in her tone came out as harsh, she didn't mean it to be. Just a light joke.

"That is freaaky.. possibly a sign? Want some advice?" What a stupid question.. the person who said it is expected.

"Of course I do dumbass."

(A chapter of Karina questioning herself.. wow.  Listen to good parts by Le sserafim, probs wouldn't match this chapter but it is such a good song! Now I'm promoting songs, pretending that the last chapter doesn't exist + UNEDITED long chapter 💀).