More Than Friends

chapter 5

I groan as the sun hits my face I adjust to it realizing I have no clothes on I gasp I look around no riker "damnit" I half whispered not that its so bad but what if I got hurt again that's the last thing I wanted I quickly got dressed and headed to the restroom I had a couple hickeys so I pulled on a hoodie and walked to the living room everyone was there except the boys I sat next to Rydel and ate some pancakes and bacon as the boys entered I smirked I looked around and found riker he was on his phone I sighed when he looked up he frowned for some reason I frowned back as Rydel pulled me from my thoughts "jaz touring starts the day after tomorrow and we'll we wanted to see if you'd like to come along ?" She giggled I smiled "that would be awesome sure!" I smiled as riker walked out I sighed "I just need to pack some things!" I said getting up and grabbed my keys

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We all boarded the bus me and riker haven't spoken much since that night it kind of hurt honestly like it felt so much more than just sex to me and that scared me to think it was more I felt rejected so I kept my diexcited He was in the back with the guys playing games Rydel was with Ellington so I just began playing the guitar for a bit as Ross came to join me "hey I didn't know you could play" he smiled "sometimes Brandon taught me a little" I smirked "that's cool so your gonna love tour its always fun!" He smiled "I bet I'm excited to hang with everyone!" I giggled "yeah why don't I teach you some of our songs?" Ross smirked "let's do it!" I said excited we played for a few hours I saw riker join rocky close by he looked at us upset "thanks Ross we should do it again!" I smiled as he shrugs "no problem" he smiled winking I smiled back as riker got up and grabbed his phone heading to the back

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"New York city baby!" Rocky yelled loudly as we got to the hotel I smiled "hurry we gotta get ready for the concert!" Ryland laughed as we got off the bus we were surrounded by fans I gasped as we made our way through the screams once inside we all headed to get ready. After a few hours it was time for soundcheck and meet and greets after those we headed front row as the began to play I smiled as they all looked excited till I saw his lips on hers I frowned at riker kissing a girl on the side fans yelled as it ended I walked out and everyone was surprised "riker what the?" Rydel frowned "she is my girlfriend weve been dating for a while " he said scratching his neck I frowned "im going to the restroom" I said excusing my self as I headed down the hall as I felt arms around me "hey hey" riker said frowning I stared at him coldly "I'm sorry ok I fucked up its not like that when we got together we were seperated" he said sadly " I wish I could believe you but I don't riker I opened up to you and let my guard down!" I half sobbed "I trusted you wouldn't hurt me and look were we are.." I paused "I wish I didn't come or do what we did I can never be happy ever was it just sex to you riker?" I felt tears go down my face "cause it felt like so much more to me!" I sighed sobbing pushing him away before I took off running towards the bus I felt betrayed and it was my fault I let it happen I guess that's what happens when you take a risk or open up you end up on your face with a broken heart shattered into a million pieces