More Than Friends

chapter 7

I groaned as I woke up to sun hitting my face realizing were I was and what happened I shot up "fuck" I whispered seeing a naked riker asleep I quietly got up and got dressed heading to the door tripping on something I fell hard "Mmm" riker began stirring opening his eyes wide and shocked "umm morning" I said nervously "did we... Ummm" he said nervously "yup we did" I said frowning "look riker I was in pain I get it no worries mistakes happen just forget it ok " I said opening the door "but jaz.." He sighed I frowned "thanks for taking care of me " I said slamming the door as tears spilled I went to wash up and head down for breakfast In my shorts and sweat shirt riker gave me once that had floral designs I sighed grabbing coffee as rocky came down "Uhhhh I'm so tired man so one was all excited and kept banging the walls " rocky sighed shotting me a glare I almost choked as everyone came down " what's funny?" Ross asked taking a bite of his donut "oh you know Rocky's jokes " I laughed as riker approached it felt a little awkward as he sat down not saying a word "well we better pack we leave in a few hours so..." Ryland smiled "snowboarding?" Ellington smiled "let's do it!" Rocky shot up I followed by everyone else as riker looked me up and down "I can't believe you still have it" he smiled I sighed "its the closest I'll get" I said walking fast jumping on Rocky's back as he ran out the hotel

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After hours of snowboarding we were all on the bus heading out I groaned feeling sore everywhere a couple bruises took shape and I groaned as rocky came to sit by me "so riker huh?" He whispered "not happening he has a girlfriend" I sighed " the way he was moaning your name i doubt he forgot" rocky laughed I blushed bright red "damnit if I told him he'd run away" I laughed "nah it would open his eyes" he smiled as riker sat next to us "riker oh riker" rocky said imatating my voice I swatted his arm as he got up my checks red and I felt nervous "so can we talk?" Riker sighed taking my hand pulling me to the back of the bus everyone knew we needed privacy " what's up" I sighed "I remember last night and I haven't felt that ever I'm not sure what it is but I'm sorry I lead you on like that" I frowned " I kissed you riker don't be sorry I just wanted you close"I whispered "and I wanted you but I'm with melody and I need to figure it out I can't hurt either of you" he sighed coming in front of me I had tears running down my face as he wiped them away " you can't hurt someone who's broken already riker I'm never gonna run right and I'm sorry I lead myself to believe it'd be different" I sighed he took my face gently "any broken thing can be fix over time " he said " I'm leaving riker next city we just need our space I can't do it I'm sorry I can't keep watching you all together ok? " I frowned "if that's what you want I understand" he backed away "no you don't cause if you felt the same way you'd want me to stay" I closed my eyes gently "I don't wanna make you fall" he shook his head "I think we all know its to late for that" I fake laughed going to the restroom to wash up and returning to rocky "you good" he asked worried "never gonna be "I sighed as he hugged my side "thanks rocky", I cuddled closer "what are brothers for after all your like family" he smiled as I drifted off to bed confused and hurting.

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