Depressed todoroki AU
⚠️ Warnings ⚠️: Suicide, mention of abuse
I was staring at him, eyes widened as I watch fall down in slow motion. "Shoto!" I tried to run but I was too slow...he already jumped. I go to the edge of the balcony looking down to see his lifeless body surrounded by red blood. "No.no no no NO" I heard my door try to be open with mumbling behind it but all I was thinking about was my boyfriend, who just killed himself.
7 hours ago
"Kat..we need to talk" I look up from the video game I was playing on my phone only to see my boyfriend, todoroki. He was a calm kind of guy but he was also dealing wth suicide. I hated how he wanted to do it so bad but I couldn't really complain, he had a fucked up life. Worse than the nerd. He was abused by his father, ignored by his brothers and his sister killed herself when their mother died in a car crash. "Yeah, babe what's up"
He looked down, holding his arm. Does he want to break up!? "Wait, are you breaking up with me" he gasped then wincing as he grips on his arm. His arm..."did you do it?" "W-what?" "Did you cut yourself !?" He backed away, almost scared of me. "I'm sorry! I was having a panic attack!" He was now sobbing, it broke my heart to see the love of my life crying. It always did.
"You promised you would talk to me, before you did anything" I looked down, trying to cover my tears now. "I know but you were with Kirishima and Kaminari" I clicked my tongue, the sniffing caused the snot coming from my nose when I was crying. "I don't care, you could have called me or talked to deku" I knew the nerd helped him more than me because they were friends but still.
"I'm sorry ." "Please, what did I tell you, stop saying sorry so much" he nodded and smiled. I took his hand and guided him to the bathroom.
2 hours later
I kept an eye Shoto because he was acting weird but not the good kind. He was looking up random shit on Amazon but like scary shit, ropes, nearest bridges on the Google map app or the highest building. I didn't know what he was planning but I know it's not good.
"Hey sho" I say quietly, he turns and smile while turning off his phone. "Yeah?" I hesitated for a bit but I knew it was only going to make this relationship worse. "Nevermind" he looks sad for a bit but I shack it off. "you want soba?" He nods so happy but it was fake.
1 hour later
I ate with shoto then took a shower, I was kinda sweaty from the spicy ramen and cooking. It was also one of those hot summer days and it's only 6:23! What the fuck is wrong with the weather. "bakugou!" I turn to see shitty hair, dunce face, raccoon eyes, and duck tape fingers. I sigh knowing it's something dumb as hell.
"What?" They all smirk at each other. 'oh hell no.' "LETS GO SHOPPING!!" Wha-? That's not what I was expecting. "Why?" Mina and denki groans, I roll my eyes. Kirishima walks over to me and put his disgusting hand on my shoulder. "Come on man, it'll will be fun " I look at him like 'you fucking kidding me?"
"Fine, but let me tel-" I didn't get to finish what I wanted to say as they dragged me away out the door.
At the mall
I was walking around the mall, looking for stuff for shoto. "Bakugou, what you looking for?" Racoon eyes ask. "Stuff" I turn to her with a smirk , she glared at me wanting a real answer. "Stuff for sho-" "EEEEK!!SO CUTE" MY EARS!! I push her away from me, then stamping away.
Their dorm
"Sho I'm back" I unlock the door to here some sniffing and sobs. Is he crying? I walk in only to see him by the balcony. "Sho, what are you doing?" No answer. I walk closer but he inches closer to the edge. "Sho, stop!" He jumped. "Shoto!!"
(Sounds like endeavor)
I walk to the balcony, staring at his lifeless body on the floor. "No..no.no.NO!"
"Bakugou?"
"Kacchan, are you ok?"
"Bakubro why are you yelling todoroki name"
The door opened, for them to see me crying on the ground like a weak ass bitch. How could you blame me? My love of my life just jumped.
A/n 775 words! Short one but whatever. There's some angst for you guys, don't forget request are open!.
