I know How fun to be a Fangirl is..
We make new friends..
We meet new person..
Encoutered new personality and attitude..
We feel special.
We feel care.
The things you want before are getting double because you want more now..
We save our money.
Instead of buy that for food we will saved it just to buy a new merch..
And sometimes we get to meet THEM..
But fangirling isn't all about having fun..
A life of a Fangirl isn't easy..
I know how hard it is..
We stay up late at night to spazz/stalk and post some update..
We cry over THEM..
We also got hurt by THEM.. Not physically but Emotionally. Sometimes it breaks our heart too..
Not all of us can meet them personally..
Not all of us can hear their voice live..
Not all of us can touch them. A chance to take a picture with them..
But the worst feeling is ..
They having a Girlfriend who you don't approve..
You'll hate that girl..
You'll rant her..
You will tell to the whole Kworld how B*tch she is..
But the end of the day.. Your Idol will be hurt too..
He will be sad..
You will feel sorry of what you did..
And there, you will realize.. That we are just his Fans..
You are just one of a girl in his crowd..
And the fact that you cannot decide for him..
But hey, don't worry..
He is so much thankful for having us..
He loves us too..
He care for us too..
That if he knew that we're hurting.. He will hurt too..
Because we are his Fans.. And he knew that if without us.. His not there..
So stop sending Hate..
I know that someday .. We will find the guy who will love us by how we're dedicated by our Idols..
-FanGirl
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Hello po~
Labas mga Kpopper Dyan~
~Purple
