Breathe sweet girl.
You want to do it, I know you do, but be strong.You will again feel the colors of the sky and hear the songs in the wind.
You will be able to be hurt without immediately wanting to double it.
You will cry and you will feel, and sometimes you won't feel at all.
You will think about it a lot because it doesn't go away, but it does go into hiding if you shove it away hard enough.
You will be so happy to see the proud glances on people's faces, or at very least, your own.
You will want to do it, I know you will, but be strong.
Breathe sweet girl, you will be okay.