I miss her dearly.
We were incredibly close.
I had to choose her or them
I chose them. For their sake.
Sometimes she cries for me at night.
I tell her kindly to go away.
She yells at me and throws things.
I never yell back. I try to ignore.
I know she's toxic for me, for anyone.
But I loved her. I loved her and she hurt me.
Love is not always a pleasant emotion.
I heal but I'll never be healed. She'll always be there.
