The mess// Seungmin FF

Minnie's time

* just want to put out here before you guys read this that I have no hate at all towards haechan I love him he's one of my bais in nct*

Y/n pov

Today me and Mina where going into town for some shopping, "Mina c'mon are you ready" I ask walking into her room but as to my expectation her make up was in front of her and she was sitting in front of her mirror still putting some light make up on "I'm almost done sorry but I had to pay attention to my cat for a little bit" she said before finishing her make up "okie I'll meet you at the front door" I say before walking out her room it feels like I haven't spent time with her in a while but we see each other every day since we live today well...... sometimes I feel like I live alone because she stays at her boyfriends house a lot but that doesn't bother me as much I just go visit the boys "I'm ready let's go" she says as we walks out pulling me out my line of thoughts "yesssss let's goooo" I say excited

We go into the main city and have a look at all the shops stalls and markets while doing so we grabbed some snacks and then we did actually go to a restaurant for proper food while doing so Mina got a call from her boyfriend she looked a little upset so i never asked and we continued our day she brighter up but when we got home with all our bags as I was putting mine away I heard her walk threw "y/n....." she says "yeah what's up" I reply softly stopping what I was doing and telling her to come in, she comes in and sits on my bed looking up at me "can I stay with Johnny for a couple nights before he goes on tour" she asks ah so that's why she was upset earlier "of course you can don't look to upset now go go spend as much time with him as you can" I say hurrying her up to get ready " hehe okie but can you drive me there" she asks "haha sure sure just let me grab my keys" I say walking to pick up my keys and phone then off we went to Johnny's place

Knocking on the door haechan opened the door once he saw who it was he was happy "ah y/nnnn did you come to see meee aww your so cuteee" he says pushing passed Mina and hugging me I just stood there "really haechan, get off me I'm just dropping Mina off to see Johnny before you guys go on tour" I say trying to get him off me "aww didn't you miss me I missed you come let's go in side" he says dragging me in at this point Mina had shrugged her shoulder and was already in the house by this point seeing me get dragged in by haechan everyone had mixed emotions I stood there awkwardly and said hi to everyone and they all said hi back "hey y/n, it's been a while why you here" mark asks "hello mark, I was just dropping Mina off" I say for the third time "ahh that makes sense haechan y/n might be busy how about you let her go" he says understanding my situation

Don't get me wrong me and haechan are good friends...... well now we are a few years ago me and haechan broke up due to our different schedules we would never see each other it was since when I was facing with him but when I joined stray kids everything was a mess so we both decided to stay friends but at the same time we went drinking with each other I brought Mina and that how she met Johnny and well me and jisung ended up kinda making out and things let just say some people weren't pleased.

Y/n please stay for little bit I missed you" he says pulling on my arm I turn to look at him his eyes so pretty I couldn't say no, so I stayed for a bit "okie I'll stay for a bit but if I need to leave I need to leave okie haechan" I say "yeyyy okie okie" he says dragging me off to his room no expecting that "haechan what are you doing" I asked he just looked at me pinned me against the wall and just kissed me.

Shocked was an understatement I felt paralysed I just couldn't move I couldn't think his lips where so soft and I wanted to kiss him back but at the same time I didn't, if this was a few years ago I would have in a heartbeat but I can't bring myself to do it but my body betrayed my mind kissing him back, smiling he went a little rougher pushing his hand under my shirt just before he could get any dither my phone rang, I felt myself slightly cry out in relief haechan pulled back annoyed and I grabbed my phone without looking the user I asnswered "y/n can we talk" I hear "ah seungmin of course we can want me to meet you " I ask trying to get out of here "we don't have to we can talk on the..." before he could finish I speak up chocking on the tears I'm holding back "please seungmin" I say I'm guessing he hears the break in my voice because now he worriedly asking my questions "are you okie, where are you, I'm coming to get you" he says "I've got my car Minnie it's okie I'll meet you at the cafe near SM" I say hanging up and getting out of haechan's room as fast as I could but before I could leave the house I was stopped by mark "y/n what's wrong" he grabs me I wanted to cry so badly but not to mark so I held it in and ran to my car getting in, driving to the cafe upon getting there I saw seungmin was already there waiting from me he sees my car and rushed over getting in the car he embraced me immediately and I broke down in his arms.

It was the first time I've seen him like this it was warm and I felt safe he never asked he just hugged me and said everything was going to be okie, suggesting we go home I wiped my tears after another few minutes crying I felt a little stupid and said sorry to him he just said it was okie I drove to my house bc no one was there, we get inside and he sits me down on the couch asking me what's happened looking into his eyes I told him everything including my relationship with haechan and I started crying again as time passed I felt my eyes get heavy due to crying so much and the warmth coming from seungmin I fell asleep cuddled into him

Seungmin's pov

Watching how she fell asleep I phoned Felix hyung "hey hyung you know how you made some brownies and cookies today, could you bring some over to y/n's place she's feeling really down" I ask knowing how much she loves his cooking "of course Minnie, is that where you ran off to everyone was worried that just just got up and ran out the dorm" he says "yeah she needed out of a situation and I phoned her at the right time" I say "ah okie why don't you guys come over here" he asked " I know you mean we'll hyung but one she's fast asleep on me and second she needs some time alone" say looking at her sleeping cutely on me "awww Minnie is definitely falling" he teases "shut up hyung and just bring your baking with you" I say before hanging up I also hear him giggle in the back round.

Felix pov

I got off the phone with Minnie and started packing up some of my baking when chan hyung came threw " Felix what are you doing" he asked I got supised beaux's I never heard him coming in "oh chan, I'm putting some of my baking into containers for y/n since she likes my baking I'm going to give her some" I say not tellin him the truth because well that's for her or maybe Minnie to tell he looks at me known I'm lying "well whatever the reason is I hope it's nothing bad, want me to drop you off" he asks "yes please hyung" I say grabbing the containers chan grabs his car keys and we headed to the but not before someone gets nosie "where you guys going" Han asks "I'm just dropping Felix of at y/n's jisung" he replied before I spoke "aww I wanna see her too" he wines "jisung not today, she's not in a good place right now I'm just handing in some of my cooking and leaving her with seungminnie" I say he's sitting on the floor like a little anime girl it's so cute he's pouting too but comes around "okie lix" he says and let's us leave 

"Seungmin is there too" chan speaks up I turn to him "ah yeah that's how I know, he phoned to ask if I could bring round some of my baking we all know she loves it and Minnie said he would have came for it but she's cuddled into him asleep I can't wait to see" I say smiling to myself I saw Chan smile too "well as long as she's okie, y/n is always bright" he says before pulling up at her place we both get out the car and go to her apartment Minnie gave us the number and we entered taking out shoes off and walking into the living room where y/n was still snuggled up on Minnie with are eyes nearly as red as blood I put the containers in the fridge and walk back threw "Minnie is she going to be okie" I ask looking at her chan was worried I could see it on his face

Looking at both me and chan he started to speak up " she had trouble with haechan lix, could you maybe message chenle and tell him to speak with him she's really lost, chan hyung I don't know what to do" he says looking at the both of us with his arms wrapped around her "Minnie your doing well" he says patting his shoulder while looking back at y/n she was waking up

"Hey y/n I brought some baking for you it's in the fridge" I say she smiles and hugs me "thank you lix" she whispers in my ear hugging her back I smiled letting her go she sits back "well me and chan are going to leave" I say looking at chan "remember y/n were always her for you" he says giving her a hug before we left and went back to the dorm

Y/n pov
After they left I felt like I should say thank you to seungmin, "seungminnieeee" I say while he's making food "yes" he relpied walking to my kitchen I have him a back hug he froze not knowing what to do I gloveless amd let go jumping onto the bunker because I'm too small he turns to me "why did you do that" he asks "Minnie, thank you for comforting me" I say and give him a kiss on the cheek noticing his cheeks turn a slight pink he smiles and I could see his beautiful smile he try's his hardest to hide "Minnie, your smile is beautiful don't hide it" I say out loud.

Stopping now completely what he was doing he looked at me and moved so he was in front of me between my legs as I sat on the counter top and he stood there just looking at me like he was considering something before I realised he brought his lips to mine