The mess// Seungmin FF

Part six

The first few weeks back at work where awkward to say the least I avoided seungmin everyone noticed even Mina, she did ask and I told her about what happened and she just laughed and said I was going paranoid, I am paranoid I'm worried that I will fall for him but honestly I think it's too late,

I was watching him practicing his vocals, his voice is so soft and beautiful I love it getting lost in his voice I didn't realise he saw me watching him, he came towards me and at this point I couldn't run so I walked to him "you've been avoiding me is it because I kissed you" he gets right to the point oh god I feel so bad "umm no and yes I'm sorry I just really didn't know what to say to you seungmin" I say honestly he looks up at me and just nods his head "since your here sing with me please" he says smiling his little evil smile "what Minnie nooo" I say he kept begging so I finally agree we sing a few songs together and record them we had fun smiles and laughter was heard throughout the room

As I was about to leave seungmin grabbed my arm "so umm can we go on a date, if you don't want to it's fine" he says softly with his head down looking at him being so shy like this I couldn't refuse him "Minnie, sure I will where and when I'll be there" I say giving him a little hug once I let go he ran down the corridor I'm guessing to tell they guys "he's so cute" I said out loud, "who is" I hear a voice say from behind me jumping from fright I turn around and find jisung with his drink in his hand "aww hi Han, seungmin just asked me on a date that's all" I said and the shock on his face he nearly dropped his coffee "WHATT HE FINALLY DONE IT" he shouts I swear the whole building heard him "SHHHHHH HANN" I rush to cover his mouth he gets the point and apologises "ah sorry sorry I was just excited because he's been wanting to ask you for a while now hehe well since you looked after him when he was sick" he says as we walk to the dance studio.

Returning with Han everyone looks at us weirdly but we just shrug our shoulders "hey y/n, you and jisung would be cute together" one of the dancers said I looked over at him and smiled "nah he's just a friend he's cute and really fucking hot but I think I have someone I want and I'm going to get him" I said smiling knowing who exactly I want and that man was the one and only KIM SEUNGMIN.

He's so fine. So cute. So ugh. Kim Seungmin. He's all I've been thinking about and it's messing with my head. I want him so bad, blank mind as I watch him from the sidelines dancing and laughing with his hyung's he looks so happy and full of life he's the happiest when he's with them seeing his bright smile and adorable laughter makes me smile without releasing.

Date time.......
Seungmin's
I was getting ready for my date/outing I was really nervous while picking a nice quite cafe to start of the day with y/n looked beautiful I could hardly function "seungmin what's wrong with you get yourself together" I say to myself y/n giggled and orderd for both of us a coffee for me and a cup of tea for her we sat in the corner as we listened to the boy preforming in the cafe was soothing and we both connected and spoke about everything and anything.

As it approached Lucy time we least the cafe and headed on a walk threw the park and we took some photos, getting a little peckish we went to a near by street stall and got some food there going back to the park as it was a beautiful day we lay down reading our books a few hours past and we packed up everything heading to a restaurant for some dinner to finish up the night I took her home.

End of Seungmin's pov

Couple days later....
It's been a while since the boys got a proper break and since they where free me, Mina and a few of the boys from nct desided to go for some drinks and we invited straykids along but unfortunately Minho, Han and bangchan declined well Minho said no because Han did understandable ans chani doesn't drink so all is fair but the rest joined.

"Minnie want to do shots" I asked nodding in agreement we done a couple rounds of shots the drinks pulled in after a few hours everyone was drunk people had disappeared ether into the dance floor with other people or just blackout drunk changbin phoned chan to pick up a few of there members and Felix phoned Jaemin to come pick up some of there boys because everyone was pretty fucked.

me and seungmin danced together we where pretty drunk I was so fixated on seungmin the way is body just moved with the music his pink lips where just begging me to kiss him. I lost all control, I pulled him towards me and crashed my lips on his I could feel the shock in In his movements, it took a couple minutes but he kissed me back his hands becoming more brave as the move around my body trying to pull me more closer to him, (not that I could get any fucken closer was practically on him)

we pulled apart after a few minutes just looking at each other. knowing we're definitely going to get in shit for what's about to go down "seungmin I really can't hold back when I'm drunk and I really want you" I say looking him dead in the eyes smirking back at me eyes full of wonder, worry and lust he grabbed my hand leaving the club pulling a taxi and heading to my apartment.

As we got in seungmin smashes his lips on mine I could sense the hunger in the car, letting all the frustration out I basically ripped his clothes off him. he done the same, pushing me onto my bed his hand wondered all over my body I knew it was wrong but I couldn't stop myself getting down on my knees, I grab Seungmin's cock giving him kitty licks before putting him whole in my mouth. caching him off gard he's let's out a moan gripping onto my hair to control my movements. Moving my head up and down on his cock I also swirl my tongue around his shaft too he pretty much throat fucked me and I was soaking plying with myself while he fucked my throat cumming and throwing me into my bed he speeds my legs and shoved two fingers in me and started pumping in and out as fast as he could go before he started eating me out hungerly it don't take him long to make me cum throwing me over into all fours he pushes himself into me punding in and out without warning he grabbed my neck with his hand and pulled my back up to his chest moving his other hand down to my clit paying with me I could not containe my moans they where more like screams "I really like it when you scream my name is so freaking adorable" he growled in my ear at this point I was gone my eyes rolling to the back of my head all I could feel was the enjoyment of how hard he was fucking me and we fucked for hours blacking out.