Chapter 1

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|Sanzu POV|

We were all at the shrine (captains no members) snice Mikey had requested us to, it was quite strange but that didn't matter, its Mikey we were talking about the dorayaki kid! himself is just strange in general. I looked to my side to see Baji and his vice-captain Chifuyu, Baji was smiling a lot and blushing.

It hurts seeing those two be so close, when he was never like that with me, I envy Chifuyu he gets Baji attention, and his happiness. I quickly look away not wanting to see the two any longer. I then see Mikey, so I walked towards him and so did everyone else.

Mikey seemed to have a big smile on his face "we will be doing training with partners!" I looked shocked 'fuckkkkk' I thought just whoever I go with I hope its Takemitchy snice he can't fight for shit and won't hit my fucking arms with so much. As I listened to our names being called out with our partners, I hear Baji cheer when he got Chifuyu who just blushed and chuckled making me look away not wanting to punch him.

I hear my name with Takemitchy, so I mentally jump around happily cheering snice I got who I wanted. We walked to an isolated area so we could train. I helped this dumbass with punching so he can fight decently.

He finally succeeded punching, so I clapped my hands. He looked at me with eyes sparkling with tears running down which made me look at him in disgust "stop looking at me like that!" I yelled and he started walking to me which made me step back his steps kept getting quicker till he started running so I ran not wanting to be touched by that thing.

"SANZU GIVE ME A HUG!" he yelled I shivered at the thought of him hugging me "FUCK NO! ALL YOU TEARS AND SNOT WITH GET ON ME!!" I yelled back. He finally stopped running when he fell on the ground panting like a dog, so I calmly walked towards him and sat on the floor next to him "idiot" I say and hit his head making him say "ouch" I just rolled my eyes.

"Have you ever fallen in love Sanzu?" I hear the fake blonde next to me say "where the fuck did this question come from?" I say looking at the male he just shrugs "just bored" I looked at the sky "Yea but he likes another person" I say softly.

I then think about Baji and Chifuyu being together kissing and laughing with each other it all of a sudden felt hard to breath I felt like I was going to throw up my chest felt tight.

I quickly sat up and run to the bathroom, I could feel the tears building in my eyes, I covered my mouth and ran past everyone not giving them a single glace, I could hear Takemichi call out my name, but I ignored it. I then see Baji and Chifuyu and it felt worse 'fuck' I finally made it to the bathroom I quickly shut the door and ran to the toilet and pulled my mask off and let go of my mouth and vomited whatever came up.

But what I saw made my eyes widen 'what... flower seeds mixed with blood?'

|Mikey's POV|

As me and Ken-chin were walking around to see how their training was going I was going to give Hakkai a tip till I hear Takemitchy yell out Sanzu name making us all stop and look over. Sanzu looked panic and covering his mouth well running to where the bathrooms are.

I walk over towards Takemitchy and so did the others "Oi Takemitchy what happened to Sanzu?" what happened to my best friend, I watch Takemitchy quickly catch his breath and walk towards me "Mikey-kun we were talking, and I asked if he had ever fallen in love with someone and he looked at the sky, but he looked sad and said his answer then he suddenly stood up and ran and then as you see"

I nod while listening to him explain "alright everyone continues I'll go check up on him Mitchy go with Chifuyu and Baji" I didn't allow him to finish snice I ran to the bathrooms not letting anyone say anything.

Once I got inside, I hear vomiting, so I open the door to see Sanzu vomiting blood and flower seeds, I quickly ran to him and rubbed his back, I watched him jump but he relaxed when he noticed it was me.

Once he finished vomiting blood, I rubbed his back and I see him softly smile at me "Thanks Mikey" his voice came out quite hoarse "we should go to the doctor, to get that checked out" I watch nod. I help him stand up snice he felt a bit dizzy.

As he made it to the others, I felt Sanzu get ripped out of my hand and Baji lifting him up from the ground hugging him "OMG SANZU YOU ALRIGHT" He yelled, I looked over and saw Sanzu ears blushing a bit, but I think it was from embarrassment "e-erm yea Mikey is just taking me to the doctor snice I-I'm sick and all" I hear him say.

I then rip him out of Baji arms and walked him to my bike to take him to the hospital, but I looked over at Baji and said, "go back to your boyfriend!" I say looking over at Chifuyu who furiously blushed and Baji blushing a bit "ISNT MY BOYFRIEND!!" I hear him yell but I only chuckle, but I stop when I felt Sanzu grip on me a bit when I said that making me confused.

|Sanzu POV|

Why did I have to fall for that idiot, god why was young me so fucking dumb. I tighten my grip on Mikey shirt hopefully he gets the hint, he just looks at me confused I rolled my eyes "doctors" I whispered in his ear. I see him nod and take me to his bike and he drove us to the doctors.

When we made it there, Mikey waited out in the waiting room well I followed the doctor once we got to the room I told him about it and he did some check ups with my body and then he left the room, so both me and Mikey just texted for a bit, till the doctor came back. "so what's wrong with me?" I asked the doctor just says "Unfortunately you have the Hanahaki disease" I was shocked I asked about it and how to survive it.

The doctor then explained to me on what it is and how to get rid of it, I didn't want to get surgery, so I said thank you and left the room and walked towards Mikey and we walked outside the place.

I hear Mikey ask, "So do you know what's wrong with you?" 'everything' I thought I just smile under my mask "yea nothing much" I see Mikey stop "are you sure?" I just nod he then says he was going to the others, and I just say "okay while I'm going home" after that I walked home.

Once I got to my house I opened my door and shut it once I was inside I pressed my back against the door and started crying I ripped my mask off and started breaking down, I gripped harshly on my hair, I just cried and cried while I was trying to stop but it didn't work. I started hitting myself "FUCKING HELL!" I slammed my head back against the door.

After a while I stood up and walked past the kitchen not wanting to eat, I walked to my bathroom to see how I looked. My eyes were puffy and red, while my noise was a bit pink, my hair was a mess, my lip was bleeding from biting them at one point. Then my eyes landed on the scars on both my sides of my mouth.

I remember how I got them, I was protecting Senju the older males started punching, kicking me and when I tried fighting back they brought a bat and hit me causing me to fall, I felt one of them pull my hair up and brought a knife close to my mouth, that's when it became a real nightmare, My screams were loud and echoed through out the night well they dig the knife and made these stupid ugly scars.

But the funny thing was Takeomi didn't care, he ran to Senju and asked if she was alright, well I was on the floor blacking out with blood all over me.

I then walked to bed and fell asleep.

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