Part 8 - Feeling down

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[WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM]

Things have been the same for your group, besides the fact that you're slowly realizing nothing you ever do and will do matters in the grand scheme of things. This lead your brain to telling you to slightly slice yourself, and you complied with your brain. You tried to do this in secret, praying N didn't ask about the scars on your hands. N ended up catching you in the middle of making a slit on your hand, and you ended up having a conversation that made you kinda like him. "[Y/N]! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" "Nothing, Not like it'll matter anyways." "YES IT WILL MOST DEFINITELY MATTER! YOU'RE LITERALLY KILLING YOURSELF SLOWLY BUT SURELY! THERE'S PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU, [Y/N]!" "Even if people care about me, who's to say they aren't using me for their own personal gain?" "Me and Uzi are forever in your debt for giving us a place to stay, [Y/N]. No matter what you think, you ARE enough. You DO matter."
It was the drone's calming voice, combined with his genuine concern, that made you slowly start falling for him. You went to sleep that night, constantly letting what he said to you run around in your brain. "You DO matter." Your brain repeated, releasing serotonin from the fact that you were happy that you had someone to just talk to. N nodded off to sleep too, leaving just you, Uzi in the other room, and your thoughts to drift off too.

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