Metallica smut/fluff || x reader

49. Jason Newsted // too comfortable

This chapter is about you and Jason having a secret relationship but you two get too comfortable together around the band and catch yourselves before anyone notices
Request: @Debbysgirlfriend
Y/n's pov

I was in the studio so to Metallica as I was dressed in flared jeans, a band t-shirt, and a fleece jacket over a flannel to keep me warm in the winter. Snow fell down outside and it was so cold that it froze our doors shut from time to time. But I finished decorating the room with Jason since he got here early like I did.

"Okay! We're all done-...Jason," I say in confusion.

"Yeah?" Jason asked while wrapping his arms around my waist.

I looked at the Christmas tree in the corner and point, "Are those Christmas ornaments of you, James, Kirk, and Lars?"

Jason laughed and nodded, "Yeah, you like them?"

I looked back at his face and noticed his chin resting on my shoulder while he gave me a dopey smile.

I blush, "I do."

Jason pecked my cheek while parting from me and walking to his bass and picking it up. He began to play a little while I looked at the Christmas lights set up around the room with the Christmas tree up and more decorations in the hallways. It was nice.

"Who decorated?" James came in the room and asked.

I looked at him and point to Jason and I, "Us. We got here early so we began to decorate. 'Tis the season."

James nods and sat down while Kirk then walked in and so did Lars. Lars was my cousin, so he and I weren't too close but we were still close to the point where if I needed him to kill someone, he would. But like, under reasonable circumstances, like how we agreed. I walked to Jason and sat by him and looked at him.

"Could you teach me something?" I ask and point to his bass guitar.

He smiled and nods, "Of course, sweet- Y/n."

I blush at the fact he almost called me my nickname in front of the guys as he handed me the bass. I held it in my lap as Jason taught me a few simple things while I smiled. His veiny hands held mine and his voice was so soothing in my ear. I kept smiling and blushing around him until Lars came to me.

"Okay, you gotta get out now. We're gonna start recording," Lars says.

I sighed, "At least the recording room and not in here-"

"No," Lars says.

Jason shakes his head, "She can stay. I mean, no harm in it?"

James nods and so does Kirk, "Yeah, she can stay," James assured.

"I think it's okay, too," Kirk suggests.

Lars shook his head, "No. I don't want her in here. She'll start talking in the recording room and then you'll hear it on the track. Jason, take her out."

Jason set the bass down and we both stood up. He walked me out and closed the door while he stood out in the hall with me.

"I really wanted you in there, ya know. But your cousins an ass," Jason chuckled

I smile, "yeah, yeah. Hey, I know and understand Lars's point so just record and when you're done, I'll be waiting."

Jason smiled and leaned in while softly kissing me.

"Okay, sweetheart."

I smile and kissed him softly back but I remembered we were by the door leading to the studio room.

"Jason-"

We parted and I pointed to the door. Jason sighed.

"Fine. I know we should be more careful but it's so hard to resist your kisses," Jason whined as I held his face and he looked down at me.

I kissed his forehead and hugged him, "go, now."

Jason nods and hugged me before leaving inside. I smile and giggled a little from the feeling of his arms around me.

•••

I was back in the room with the band as Jason and I sat by each other. I smiled at him a few times and blushed whenever he touched me but I tried to hide it as best as I could. But it failed every time.

"The section that we had just did towards the end isn't the same as the rest....I'm not feeling it," James says.

Lars and Kirk agreed as they talked and I talked with Jason. I faced Jason and smiled at him each time I could and always made eye contact with him.

"I don't know whether or not we'll be able to re-do that section James wants us to do because we've been re-doing it all day long and we just can't get it right," Jason told me.

I listened to him rant until Lars approached us, "Hey, could I borrow you for a minute?" Lars asked me.

I nod and stand while walking with him outside the room.

"What's going on with you and Jason? Do you like him or something?" Lars asked me.

I blushed and looked down while shaking my head, "No, of course not. I wouldn't, no."

Lars stalled but shrugs, "Okay, you just seem flustered around him all the time, though."

I twiddled my fingers and looked at him, "Yeah, I'm just a shy person. James and Kirk have the same affect on me, I get shy sometimes, even if I know them well."

Lars sighs, "Sure. But you better not go out with him."

I nod and walk back inside as Jason looked at me in confusion.

•••

I was in Jason's cad, driving to his house as I waited for Lars to leave first so then me and Jason could leave together.

"He thinks I like you. Lars knows and he'll find out about us soon. We should just tell him soon," I tell Jason.

Jason held my thigh and nods, "It's okay, babe. We will some day and there'll be a good reason to."

I nod and lean back in my seat while looking at Jason, "I love you."

He smiled, "I love you too."

We pulled into his driveway and parked but I stopped him from getting out as I kissed him. He smiled and held my face.

"Okay, then," he said kinda surprised.

I went down to his neck and then I began to unbuckle his belt before I opened his jeans and went down and gave him the best few minutes he could ask for.

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