Metallica smut/fluff || x reader

52. Jason Newsted / / the other girl

This is a chapter about you in 1987 with your own band and you are touring with Metallica and your band has a lot of issues going on so you were trying to hide your frustration one night after a show that Jason comes to express his feelings for you
Fluff <3
Request: @unsaiint
Y/n's pov

"Y/n!! You're so fucking stupid! Jesus fucking Christ! Like can you ever listen for once and agree with what the band has to say than what you want?!" The bassist, Marylyn, yells at me.

I scoff, "Really?! I listen to the band more than I listen to myself! You're just too entitled and stupid that you don't see it! You only care about yourself and think you're the founder of (band name)! But you're not! I am! So is Jackie!"

Marylyn rolls her eyes and walks out the room as I sob into my hands with frustration. I was the most aggressive and loud one in the group since I was the vocalist and took my anger out in my songs. I kicked a box and took a deep breath before fixing my makeup. I smiled in the mirror with tears dripping down my cheeks as I wiped them away and tried to stop myself from crying.

"Don't worry- it's not even that big of a deal... you'll get over it- you'll apologize and make up for your mistakes...cmon, push through it," I tell myself and began to redo my makeup.

I couldn't help but feel so bad for screaming at Marylyn but she deserved it. I sighed and heard a knock at the door which annoyed me. I got up and went to it, opening it and seeing Jackie standing there.

"Hey...you okay?" Jackie asks.

I nod, "Yeah...I'm fine- I just need a little while."

Jackie nods before hugging me and walking away. I went to shut the door again but Jason caught up to me and stopped me from closing the door.

"Y/n?"

I look up at him and look down because I didn't want him seeing my funny makeup and puffy eyes.

"Hey, Jason," I say embarrassed.

He leaned against the doorframe, "Hey, Y/n...I heard that you and Marylyn got into an argument...? I'm sorry about that. I wanted to check up on you but Jackie all ready came and did that."

I shook my head, "You're just on time."

He comes in my room and closes the door behind him.

"Y/n, I also need to talk to you.." Jason says nervously.

I furrow my brows and look up at him finally, "yeah?"

Jason leaned against the door and shrugged, "I've been feeling this way for a while but I was too scared to say anything. I just don't know if now is a right time to say this but I don't know any other time that is right, either."

I furrow my brows in confusion as he shrugs, "What?" I ask.

"I like you. Like- I really like you. You make me feel nervous all the time and I kind of like it...I just want to see if you're okay as well because I care about you and want you to feel comfortable in and situation," Jason assured me.

I smile and hug him which shocked him, "I like you too, Jason. I'm okay, I just hate yelling at people in anger."

Jason nods and brought us both in my dressing room and shit the door while sitting us down.

"I know, I get it. I'm in Metallica, so we all have issues obviously. But I don't want my issues to cover up yours. I don't know what made me feel this way but it just happened and then I just have wanted to protect you since."

I hugged Jason again as I stayed in the hug for emotional support, "thank you...I'm just feeling so bad about myself. I don't feel like a good band mate even though I give it more than my all to everything and nobody ever appreciates me or my hard work."

Jason shook his head and sighed, "you are not the worst band mate ever and you are appreciated. I appreciate you and I am so happy you are here and talking to me."

I smiled and kissed him while he kissed me. I got on top of him and laid down as we cuddled. 

"You're so pretty," Jason said and smiled at me.

I smiled and kissed him again while we kissed more passionately and began to make out. I ran my fingers through his soft hair and giggled since his hands roamed my body. I felt his hands cup my ass while he squeezed and brought me closer to him.

"Let's go get food and I can treat you to a good night," Jason offered.

I nod and smile as I stood up and we walked out, going down the hall to the back exit and to his car.

•••

We got food and we're sitting in Jason's car eating some really good sushi. We were looking at more concert dates together and noticed we had some in Atlanta, Georgia which is where most of my friends are. Jason held my hand for a while until his hand left mine and went to my thigh which made me smile.

"I'm tired, let's go back to your hotel room," I say.

Jason nods and began to drive to his hotel room while we arrived and went to his room. We cuddled in bed and watched movies while Jason rubbed every inch of my body. I had stripped down to my thong and put one of his shirts on while he stripped down to only his boxers while I was on Jason and hugging him.

"Jason, I love you," I say.

Jason kissed my forehead and rubbed my thigh, "I love you too."

I kissed his neck and straddled him while he groaned and rubbed my waist. Jason slowly moved his hands up and then he began to tickle me which made me laugh and fall back on the bed with Jason on top of me, tickling me more.

"Jason!! Oh my god!" I cry out and giggle.

He laughed from my laugh while I giggled loudly and he covered my mouth so we didn't wake any neighbors.

"Be quiet you dumbass!" Jason said with a laugh.

I gasped and laughed while pushing him down on the bed and began to attack him with tickles too.

"You're the dumbass!" I say as we kissed

"Whatever. Lay down," Jason told me.

I laid down and Jason got on me while kissing me. He then collapsed on me and made me groan and laugh. He hugged me and turned the lights off and just laid on top of me as we both went to sleep.

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