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59. James Hetfield // Honey, i love you

This chapter is about you finding out you're pregnant with your husbands baby as you then tell him and he's super happy about it.
This is also James in 1998
October 1st, 1998
Fluff<3
Request: @jamesgvtair
Y/n's pov

I was in my bathroom, staring at the positive pregnancy test with my heart racing. Pregnant. Pregnant? Pregnant! Pregnant...

"Oh my gosh...what am I going to tell James?" I whisper to myself.

I finished my business in the bathroom and walked out with the pregnancy test as I moved my way downstairs and grabbed my shoes and slipped them on. I sighed and then found my jacket and keys and then I walked out of the house and to my car. I was shaking. I needed to tell James.

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I got to Metallica's studio and walked in and I hid the pregnancy test in my pocket. I bit my lip in nervousness as I then walked into the lounge room and saw Jason sitting at a table. He looked up and smiled at me.

"Hey, Y/n!"

"Jason? Where's James?" I ask.

"Uhhh- he's recording right now for Garage Inc. What's up?" He asked me.

I shrug, "I have to tell him something important.. like very important."

Jason nods, "Ohhhh, okay. Do you want me to go get him?"

I nod, "Yes, please. Thank you so much, Jason," I say and tuck some hair behind my ear as Jason got up and walked into the other room.

I sat down and took a deep breath before bouncing my leg a bit and twiddling with my jacket sleeve. What was James going to think? Would he want a divorce- no, no, no, no. We got married!! Of course he can't leave me because of a baby. But could he? Fuck.

"Y/n? Baby, what's wrong?" I heard his deep but sweet voice say.

I look up and see James as I stood up and hugged him. He hugged me back and rubbed my waist gently.

"Hon, what's wrong?" He asked me again.

I sigh, "We should talk more privately..." I say without making eye contact.

James agrees and walks us into the empty hallway and leans against the wall so I can talk.

"I uhhh...okay. I lately had been feeling a bit sick- as you know."

"Yeah," James says confused.

"So I also had been puking non stop lately and my breasts have gotten sore too, so I was concerned for myself and asked a friend of mine what should I do...she recommended that I get a pregnancy test and I did...it came out positive, James," I say with a shaky breath and just a few tears while I looked down.

James sighs and comes to me while hugging me, "Baby, this is amazing!"

I looked at him with a confused face, "What? It is? You're not upset?"

He shook his head, "Absolutely not! I love you so much- I'm so happy we're finally having a baby."

I smiled and kissed him as he smiled into the kiss as well. His hands held me so close to him whilst I was hugging him.

"I was so nervous to tell you, James...I didn't know how you would react so I was so nervous to say anything...I'm glad you're happy," I say and heard him laugh lightly.

"Baby, I'm the happiest guy on earth. I'm so happy to hear you're pregnant," He tells me with his toothy smile.

I smiled just before I showed him the test, "I also have it with me."

He took it and examined it before smiling, "Baby, I gotta show the band this!"

"What? Really?" I ask.

"Hell yeah!"

He walks back in as I followed him to the recording room. When we walked in, Lars, Jason, Kirk, their manager, and their producer were looking at us.

"Hey, guys! Y/n is pregnant!"

"WHAT! Really?!" Lars asked excitedly as they all got happy and cheered.

I giggled a little as Kirk howled and smiled while they clapped and laughed. I don't know why but Kirk and Lars kissed each other in excitement as Jason came to us and smiled.

"Congrats! I thought it was something awful by the way Y/n came in."

I shrug, "It could've gone that way."

Kirk rushed to me and hugged me in joy as I laughed and hugged him.

"Congratulations, Y/n!! Oh my gosh- I'm so happy for you two!!" He says with a wide smile.

I smile, "Thank you, Kirk."

"Well, we should take a break for today, it's late, we've been working all day, I need to spend some time with my wife and get this situation planned out," James says as everyone agreed.

As they cleaned up and James and I left and got home, I cuddled with him on the couch as we talked about how we were going to have this kid. James was also saying he hoped for a little girl and how he was hoping he could teach her so many things which was adorable. We also had dinner together and watched TV while James just let me relax and enjoy my night. James also ran me a warm bath for me to relax in, so that's what I was sitting in at the moment with James sitting on the counter and looking at things for baby crates and things for babies.

"We could definitely have this! Like- she would love it so much-"

"She? You all ready decided on what it's going to be?" I ask and laugh.

He nods, "Yeah! But if it's a boy I'm happy either way. We should think of names!"

I smile, "Okay, we can. But later tonight."

James nods and keeps looking while he ran his fingers through his hair.

"James?"

"Uh huh, baby?"

"I love you so much...thank you for not being upset about this."

He smiled at me, "I love you too, hon. And of course I'm not upset, I want a kid. I haven't told you yet but I've been wanting one lately."

I scoff, "Great to know now," I say and laugh.

James hopped off the counter and set the magazine down before walking to the bathtub and kneeling down to my level.

"I love you," he says again and kisses me.

I smile and kiss him before he took his clothes off and got in with me as he sat behind me and let me rest my back on his chest. I smiled and intertwined our fingers together as I gazed at his ring on his finger. I took my ring off so it wouldn't get ruined from the water.

"You're so gorgeous," James says to me and pecked my neck.

I smiled, "Sure I am."

"You are! You are so gorgeous. You are so out of my league-"

"Shut up, James! No I am not!" I say and laugh.

He nods, "You are, too...I'm so lucky to have you."

I looked back at him and kiss all the handsome marks and scars on his face as I held the back of his neck,.

"I'm the luckiest girl to have you, James...to say you're my husband. To be able to call myself Y/n Hetfield...it's a dream come true."

James and I began to make out while I smiled to myself at the fact that he would be the father of my child. It was amazing and I adored him so much.

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