Secret weapon

Chapter 2

Present

I thought that the guy next to me was my dad,he looked like him at least but no no no it cant be no it cant its just that the nightmare from this morning kept replaying in my head and my mind is just playing tricks on me. I got my plums and he was leaving so I followed him just to make sure it wasn't my dad you know. After like 20 minutes he was going to a apartment building and after a few minutes of deciding on if I should knock or leave it alone, I decided to knock because I need to know if not I will just keep on wondering what if. *Knock knock* I was nervous he started to open the door slowly and I panicked and I left I turned the corner and suddenly it started getting difficult to breathe. Great just what I needed in a panick attack.10 minutes later when my breathing was steady, I got up from the floor and then I went home. Once I got there I just broke I dont why I was just filled with anger and I started to let it ALL out and then I started punching the wall so much I made a hole in the wall and then my knuckles started bleeding. After that I just sat on the floor thinking about everything and I just started crying. Later when I was much better I got up and cleaned my hands from all the blood it's not really exactly a lot but...
yeah still.

Flashback*

I just got back from my mission 1 week before we escaped at least I did. I shared a cell with the winter soldier my dad. He told me " you have to be more careful on your missions." " Come on have you seen where you are, when can you ever be careful here." He slightly chuckled. " Just remember that when you get injured 1. clean it up with alchohol or water if you dont have alchohol 2. put the bandage on like it looks like a stitch, vertically, or wrap the wound depending on the injury, and finally number 3. get up and just shake it off. " " Ok I will don't worry, you're such a dad."

*Flashback over*

Mhm I just miss him so much, he just cared about me the most from all the people that have been in my life. I got up and took care of my knuckles and did what my dad told me to do clean with water or alchohol, put a bandage like a stitch/wrap the wound, and finally get up and walk it off. So I went to the park to clear my hear head. As I started to walk to the park I felt like I was being watched so I turned to the nearest alleyway cause I moticed that someone was following me and got my knife and put the knife against the person's neck and...