Chapter 6

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Fiona's P.O.V.

I woke up with Lizzie's arms around me. She really didn't leave me or maybe she did and came back recently. What matters is that she is here when I wake up.

I take a moment to really look at her. She has this cute little nose crinkle when she is snoring. Her bangs were brushing against her nose and you could see it irritated her.

I gently moved it away and kissed her head. I got up leaving her in the bed to change into my clothes. My body doesn't feel as bad as it did yesterday.

Yeah no shit, I was working.

Why do you always have to be so mean to me. You have to uplift me sometimes.

Yeah sorry about that. I'm just a reflection of your passed. And you have been very mean to yourself.

Can you just try to be nice?

Keyword try.

Whatever, all I am asking is that you show a lot more love then hate. We don't want to die do we.

Are threatening me

Nope not at all. I have just read a lot about people who kill themselves because of inner conflict.

Don't worry. I won't let us get that far.

Thank you for everything.

"Hey." Lizzie greeted pulling me out of my thoughts.

"Hey." I answered walking up to her for a hug.

"I talked to Robbie." She said. Oh shit does he not like me already. Did he say no.

Hey I'm the negative on here. And I would like to disagree. You are a very likable person, I should know, I am your conscious after all.

"What did he say." I asked with a smile on my face. It was a fake smile but you see if you smile hard enough the lines will show and it will pass as a real one.

"He asked to meet you." She informed me, I started squealing like a little girl who got their first Barbie doll.

"Really." I asked. More like screamt.

"Yeah." She chuckled. I ran into her embrace making us spin for the angle I approached at.

"You are very light considering you are like 14." She said. Putting me down.

"I'm 15 thank you very much. And that is what happens when you're not allowed to eat." I told her.

We walked over to her trailer and it was very clean. So clean it smelled like bleach.

"I forgot to ask, why were you here yesterday?" she asked. Packing up some of her stuff.

"Yeah. Father found out about the arrest. They called him to come in today. And he kinda got crazy. Both him and mom." I told her.

"How can you such things without breaking down." She asks me.

"Yell I guess I'm used to it. And nothing really phases me or triggers me."

I told her. I helped my soon to be mom pack up her stuff.

"What do you mean used to it." She asked finishing off.

"Well I tell my friends, they seem like they are listening to me but they are daydreaming and when I say something lethal they ask me to start all over. I talk a lot and sometimes I just love to think that they listen to me. I mean they didn't even bother to text me during holidays and they didn't even check my Instagram to see how I am doing. Kiki was so surprised when I told her I went to cheer camp. And I texted her about it when I got accepted." I rambled.

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