At Juan's place his dad is watching the game against the cowboys and the packers on his phone. We are all getting out and collecting our stuff, I turned to his dad and asked, "who is winning?" He replied with, "they just went into overtime". So I finish watching the game with his dad and I got super excited as greenbay won cause that's my team; I ended up saying, "YES"!! I turned around and didn't realize Juan was trying to get into his place and he forgot his key, so I'm standing here watching him try hopping the fence, get through the window, and pick the lock, eventually his mom calls him and tells him that the key is near the backyard under a plant.
I end up leaving to pick up Ben cause I was gonna work doordash with him. Ben and I get into a talk and I said, "you know at one point in my life I prayed to God and told him that I'd rather take the pain he will inflict on others, and ever since that day bad things have happened but I accept it because I prayed for this". Ben then replied, "that's what makes u different from everyone else, your selfless and its not like you brag about it you just do things without realizing".
A bit after I take Ben home and drop him off, as I'm headed home I start playing 25 to life by eminem and jamming out to it.
I got home and what I do is I text her and tell her, "I've done some things in my past and I'm not proud of it". I told her everything that happened and all she asked was, "do you still do that?" I replied with, "no I dont". So she responded with, "then I have nothing to worry about". And when she had said that after knowing my guilt she still accepted me. I wanted to cry because no one had ever accepted me like that.
I end up falling asleep, and when I wake the next morning the first thing u do is text her goodmorning. I end up getting ready and going to work; when I get to work the office is piled with boxes and the whole room is a mess so I organize every bit of it so that way we can actually walk into the room now without tripping.
After a while of being at work I end up getting a message from my brother and my mom is wanting to be back in our lives, of course because of what happened before with her leaving my siblings and I for her friends and the fact that she did it to my brother recently I didn't wanna talk to her whatsoever. I'm texted my brother and told him not to let her back into his life he responded with "I know".
As if that wasn't bad enough my sister joins in, apparently my ex had been spreading stuff about me to people that I hit her, and that how she's pregnant, but truth is I didn't hit her and she wasn't pregnant with my kid cause I hadn't seen her for 8 months. For some reason my friends called bullshit out of the gate when she said that stuff about me but my sister believed her; so I called my sister out. I told her, "the reason I don't talk to you anymore is because you have turned your back on me so many times, and the fact that my friends know me better than you do is just terrible". And then I blocked her.
I went to talk to her about it and she gave me the best words ever, she knows I didn't do it and she said she knows there's nothing about it that I like, now I know that sounds crazy and doesn't really sound like much but to me it showed she is here for me and it made me feel better, what she said reminded me that I didn't do that stuff to my ex and that she's just lying. Basically if it weren't for her, I would've fallen into a trap.
Later on that day I hung out with Joseph and Ben, while working doordash of course and we were getting into the weirdest conversations. Joseph put a Voss water bottle between his legs so I reached over and acted like I was jacking him off. To which he replied, "what are you gay?" And I responded sarcastically, "totally". When the night ended I dropped everyone off and went home I immediately started texting her, and her and I got into a lot of funny ass conversations.
