I got my car door fixed cause someone had hit me about 7 months prior and broke my car door completely. My buddy and I went to pick n pull and it was awesome we were getting the door off the car and literally every 5 sentences we would say that's what she said, ofc him and I had a bit to drink at that time because I had a smirnoff in my car which don't try at home kids.
I ended up driving with a car door in my back and I only had 2 seats and 3 people so we had james sit on his buddy's lap, I was dying and praying don't let me be pulled over please God.
By the time we got back to my place stepping out of the car it felt like the sun was beating on me but then there was a slight breeze that felt super good. This whole time I can't wait to go see her. So we're replacing the door and playing music in my head by Jason derulo starts to play and it was super good hearing it say, "in my head your all over me". Honestly I started thinking about her in some ways that people shouldn't, and trust me this is one thing I will spare everyone from so no details on what I imagined.
After my door got fixed I had this sense of "yess"!!! Because I could finally drive my car like normal and get out the driver's side. As I pulled up I told her I was there and she said to just come in, and me personally I don't feel comfortable just walking into one's place it makes me feel wierd so as I stand there contemplating I just decide to say screw it and walk in, I walked in and it smelled like apple cinnamon and not gonna lie I enjoyed the smell; I walked up til I got to the kitchen and she was doing dishes I say, "hey". And she responds with, "heyyyyy". And comes over for a kiss while holding a pan in her hand, which is funny cause it reminded me of a sitcom.
She goes back to the sink and I ask, " are you gonna need help with anything?" And she said she replies, " I need help hanging stuff up in my room". I walk over to her put my hand on her hips and kissed her on the neck, and said, "are you gonna need help with chores?" She replied with, "I can do the chores". Ofc it didn't stop me from helping her cause while we were on the patio in her back yard after we got high, I went over to her and said c'mon we need to clean the patio and i put my arms under hers and pick her up from behind, she said, "I wonder if you could carry me"? I replied with, " more than likely". I picked her up and literally she literally felt super light, I mean I could've moved her around in my arms with no struggle whatsoever.
She picks up the broom and starts sweeping the patio moving rocks back in with the other rocks and plants in with the grass, I ended up taking the broom from her and started sweeping the plants and rocks back off the patio all the way down the side of the house. As I come back up towards the patio I see her spraying the patio with the hose and the ground is wet so I start sweeping the ground to get rid of the dirt by using the puddles, and she asked, "why are you sweeping where I sprayed". And I told her, "when I was younger my papa would have me do this to get rid of dirt off the patio and porch". And it took me back to when I was younger when my grandparents would lock me out of the house until all the chores were done in the back, I'd have to mow the lawn, pull weeds from the garden, trim down rose bushes, edge the grass, clip the plants out front,even trim the hedge down with a electric trimmer, and then finally after all of that I had to pick up plums that fell cause we had a plum tree out front, sweep the porch and patio as well as spray it down and It made me feel good to do all of that at the end of the day. I come back to and I'm already almost done sweeping. Her and I end up talking about how when I was a kid if I didn't do something right I'd get locked out of the house until it was done right, and we talked about how my brother is lucky he doesn't have that happening to him.
After a bit we end up going inside and talking, the whole time I was looking at her while we were talking and I was studying every feature of her face I was looking at her very bright purple hair, her very beautiful bright blue eyes, her cute nose, and her lips just remembering every detail from every strand of hair to the little freckles on her face that I love so much.
The whole time we were talking about music, anime, mythology, witchcraft and stuff from highschool. After a while she looks at the clock and says, "I really don't want you to go and I hate to do this but…." And before she finished I said, "no of course I get it it's getting late and I need to go, I learned that everyone has moments and it's about enjoying those moments" as I picked her up in my arms from the couch I looked her in the eyes and said, "I love spending time with you but we have our whole lives to spend together, I love our moments and I will be able to hangout with u again". I put her down and gave her a kiss. And said I should probably get going as she is walking me to my car. I was looking at her the whole time and I opened the door for her.
When we got to my car she gave me a hug and I kissed her on the neck one last time for the day and said bye to her. As I drove off this sense of sadness but also hapiness came over me.
