Chapter 12.
Two months have passed, a very busy time for Dreamcatcher, releasing a new album, promoting, 20 fansigns, and preparing for a 2 week European concert tour in 6 cities.
Everyone is working hard and happily enjoying each of their schedules, but Lee Siyeon's spirit has gone down compared to before. She always appeared fine in front of the camera, but when the camera was off, or when she returned home, she felt extremely miserable.
Her parents match her with a guy surnamed Kim, a sergeant in the army, extremely handsome and idealistic. Her previous boy failed who be a showbiz person so Mr and Mrs. Lee thought she would match someone in a different industry.
This guy Kim's full name is Kim Jaejoong, 6 years older than her, has an appearance like a male model, and a sharp, beautiful face like a statue, he... looks quite like Kim SuA.
Siyeon banged her head with her hand to wake her up when thinking about this, she tends to look at anyone with Kim SuA's face. SuA’s image haunted her too much already. Even when Shinwon looked into her eyes and confessed his feelings, she imagined SuA's face while confessing the love on stage.
She and that guy Kim went on a few dates, everything stopped at walking, eating, going to the movies, holding hands, kissing on the cheek. She is shy with all those appointments and just acts reluctantly, she doesn't dare to protest at all because this is Mr and Mrs. Lee's instructions, if she shows her refusal, her father will call her right away.
Every time she saw a call from father Lee, she subconsciously panicked. She is no longer in the mood to find out a guy to love, to have her first love anymore, now she is completely worried.
Since she had determined what her heart was like, there was clearly someone sitting there.
She accidentally fell in love with Kim SuA ever since she didn't know.
And with her personality that likes to hide her true feelings, she didn't show anything sweet to SuA, she still showed her annoyed face in front of SuA a few times, she still showed she still hates SuA.
She only shows feelings for SuA when on camera, one of the jobs she has to do.
She knows that even if she confesses to SuA, it won't work, SuA has no special feelings for her. SuA cares about the girls equally and Siyeon is just one of them, nothing more, even lately she's been eating SuA's neglect often, SuA doesn't observe and notice her as much as before.
And the reason that was holding her back next was her near-future marriage, she couldn't brazenly date someone while she was about to get married.
But then she threw all her reason into a drunken night. Dreamcatcher had another 4-day vacation after finishing the busy overseas schedule, everyone had left the dorm and returned to their hometown, except for Handong, the foreign girl. And this time, except for Siyeon, this time she did not return to Daegu to visit her family, she stayed in Seoul.
She didn't want to go back to parents Lee's house at all, they would definitely call the guy Kim, otherwise the conversation between her and them would only revolve around the progress of her relationship with that guy . She didn't want to meet and talk to her parents right now.
Then she immersed herself in the bar, if she drank at the dorm, Handong would wonder, she didn't want Handong to worry about her. She dressed very discreetly and came to this crowded place, sipping every glass of wine. Siyeon's alcohol intake was average, but she was drinking like she was an expert.
She admits that she is really missing Kim SuA, even though she last saw SuA the day before.
Her nostalgia doesn't come from not being able to meet SuA, but from finding out she has feelings for SuA, but then she doesn't have the courage to say it, because there are too many obstacles. So her nostalgia continued even when SuA sat next to her.
