exile | minsung?

TWO

𖠌(Idk poorly written). Let me know if you like it or not.

“I’m doing my best to stay positive
because that’s what gets me through the day”.

Every passing days keep getting worsed. It's good to say jisung is slowly losing his emotions every day. He can't look at himself that's broke him more. He don't want to question where his old self at.

The person who used to be his comfort person is now the reason why he always tremble in fear,he is the reason why he sometimes doesn’t want to wake up.

"For ryung i got this" that's what he keep telling himself like some mantra.

He doesn't really want to give up but right now he really feels like he needs help. He is lying here in the corner of their room. Broken pieces of vases everywhere. Tears rolling down his cheeks as he looked up at the ceiling. Busted lips and a bloodied forehead that had obviously been slammed into the wall multiple times by the person he loved most. The blood on his cheeks is mixing with the tears that were sliding down. He hopes his ribs are fine.  Which was hitted multiple times by his husband. But why?? All of this just because he refused to act the lovey dove in some party of minho's client? Who consider their family to be an ideal happy family.

Jisung winched at pain. He do not remember falling asleep. But he do remember that he need to hurry up and clean himself before ryung sees him like this.

Jisung gather all the strength that left in his body and stand up with the support of the nearby closest. That took alot time than he expected.

He took a quick shower and got ready. He texted seungmin that he won't go to studio today. For the obvious reasons of course. He know seungmin will be worried if he see jisung so It's better to not go today. And maybe being at home all day with his daughter maybe the bestest option. Cuddling up with ryung and just sleep. That's what heaven feels like.

Every time jisung try to avoid something that will come back hunting him. Problems never left him alone if not then why is felix and his boyfriend chan is sitting right infront of him? He wanted to avoid felix right?

The tension between two boy sitting infront of chan is high. Felix have been eyeing jisung's bruises ever seen he entered the house. Honestly they actually came here to see han and talk about the upcoming wedding but everything gonna go down hill. He cleared his throat to get attention of both boy as he said "ahem ryung let's go to your room, don't you want to show uncle your toys?" ryung look at jisung to know her father's answer just when jisung give her a resuring smile she excitedly stand up and hold chan's finger to left the room leaving the bestfriends.

Jisung can't take this anymore he need to talk,they need to talk.

"Look lix It's nothing, minho did nothing yesterday i was running with ryung and slipped" felix said nothing but he keep looking at jisung with a unreadability expression. "Also i kind of bumped my head" jisung added after not getting any reaction out off his bestfriend. Jisung was atleast expecting one or two words from felix but that didn't happened instead felix stand up and sit besides jisung.

Before jisung could say more to defeat minho felix hugged jisung tightly. He needed this. No wonder felix is his bestfriend. Felix knows jisung best. Jisung couldn’t hold back his tears. He let it go in felix's shoulder,soaking his bestfriend clothes with tears. Felix starts to rub jisung's back trying to calm the crying boy. Jisung eventually stopped crying when he got tired. He really is thankful to felix.

He never planned to broke down infront of his bestfriend. He tried to pull back but felix hugged him again. "I don't know why you're still wanting to be with him or why you're forgiving him but please do tell me whenever you have things in your mind. I was in fault i didn't tried to understand you and i am sorry for that i really am. I love so much sung" felix said with a shaky voice.