Dear Alex Count Me In (Jalex)

Chapter 9

{Warning triggering content read at your own risk}

(Alex's Pov)

"Let's go help her." We arrived at her house "Hey Alex can we call you Allie because like my name is Alex and yours is too so it's kinda confusing." "yeah totally that's fine by me." I smiled

(yes that means her name will be Allie when she's talking to Jack, Alex and their friends so remember that.)

"So what's wrong Allie?" I asked her she looks like she's about to cry I felt awkward. "one of my sisters friends told me to kill myself and I'm already struggling to hang on.. its just so hard when you have a bitch for a sister. She was never this bad something in her changed I just don't know what." I nodded "well we are here for you please look at the positive side of life." She sighed "I know but it's kinda hard we not a lot of people like me because of the music I listen to." I nodded that's why most of society hates us the music... But Alex was a very pretty girl and she doesn't deserve the bullying she gets correction no one deserves it people are just Cruel! So we stayed for a couple of hours until her mom came home questioning where Ashely was and who the hell me and Jack were I think she thought one of us was Allie's boyfriend so I kissed Jack to get the message through. We left her hoping she'll be okay. So me and Jack went to the mini prom.

(Allie's Pov)

They left me alone with this horrible family, Ashely came home drunk off her ass I decided to stay home from the mini prom it was going to be boring without a date anyways, I hate it here I wish something bad would happen to Ashley.. She was always the favorite, lead cheerleader typical slut
(no hate on cheerleaders I have a couple of friends who are ones but typically they are)
but my parents never saw past it they thought she was an angel they always hated me... The way I am, I'm not pretty, I'm not a cheerleader, no one likes me, I've never had a boyfriend in my life. Guys just don't wanna date a girl whose into the music I'm into and most of the hot guys are gay! Like what am I supposed to do international dating?! No I can't pull that off because guys are never committed to long distance relationships, I pulled out the blade something my skin was craving. I drew little scratches pushing hard and harder as the tears flow from my eyes. I heard the millions of voices in my head 'You're worthless' 'No one cares if you're gone' 'The world will be better off with out you' 'Kill yourself emo bitch' I cut deeper and deeper the blood trickled down my arm leaving my pale complexion red, I'm so fat I noticed. I haven't been eating in a while I can't live like this now I'm alone in this world that doesn't want me here. "Maybe I'm better off dead."

(guys if you need anything I'm here for you I want to help you guys anyway I can just message me on here or just ask for My Kik I'm willing to talk to you I have all the time in the world to talk to you. Sorry for the short chapter but if you need anything I'm here)