When I was your man{Larry Stylinson} *ON HOLD

My name is Louis...

My name is Louis William Tomlinson. I am 21 years old. I am from Doncaster. I auditioned for The X Factor  when I was 18. I started as a soloist. I then got put into a band. That band is One Direction. We came in third place. During that time I fell in love. With a boy named Harry Styles. We were never accepted. We didn't care. I became selfish. I ignored him. But I still loved him. We became big in America. We had a number one single. Harry and I have been together for almost a year. I was still selfish. I still loved him. We were becoming noticeable. Management hated us. Liam had a girlfriend. Zayn had a girlfriend. Niall was still single. I was still selfish. Harry still loved me. I still loved him.

People became suspicious. Management wanted us to suffer. I was happy. I made Harry miserable. I still loved him. I forgot our anniversary. He still loved me. I forgot his birthday. He still loved me. Niall came out. Management hated him. Liam hated him. Zayn hated him. I hated him. Harry didn't care. Niall didn't care.

I ignored him. I became a drug addict. Harry cared for me. He wanted to help me. He fought with me through my addiction. We made love for the first time. He loved me. I loved his passion. But I still ignored him. Concert was a success they said. Too much "Larry Moments" they said. Eleanor came along.

They wanted me to date her instead. I fought. Harry cried. Liam helped management. Zayn helped management. Niall comforted Harry. Management forced Eleanor to kiss me. Harry cried harder. I fought back harder. Eleanor didn't care. I didn't care. Management took out a roll of cash. My selfishness took over me. I took the money. Said hello to Eleanor. Goodbye to Harry. Harry cried even harder. Niall comforted harder. Liam laughed. Zayn laughed. Management laughed. Eleanor laughed. I laughed at the money in my hands.

A year later I still have the money. I still have the fame. I still have the girl. I lost my friends. I lost my family. I lost the love of my life. I lost everything.

Liam has Danielle. Zayn has Perrie. I have Eleanor. Harry has Niall.

Harry started dating Niall a while back. People accepted them. People loved them. They cared for them. Niall treated Harry right. The way I should have done. Harry shows Niall all his passion. Niall shows Harry all his affection. I was selfish to Harry. I ignored Harry. Harry still loved me. Harry used to love me. Harry loves Niall. Niall loves Harry.

But I still love Harry. 

Not. Eleanor.