✭ i've been so worked up with david that i completely forgot that we had an end of the year home game may 15 and my graduation june 20
• so today i was going to pamper myself and go shopping for some clothes with my mom. i took a shower and did my whole routine.
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• i put on dior perfume and some lip gloss before grabbing my purse ,checking if i had everything. before i heard my mom calling me.
• we got to the mall going into multiple stores my mom of course talking shit "i don't know mi amor. you don't think it shows to much booby."
• my mom said looking spectacle. "no mami i don't." i say laughing at her choice of words. "mom i think i like this one." i say admiring myself
• "yea me too amor , you look gorgeous." she says giving me a toothy smile.
★ ★ ★ 5 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳 6:00 𝘱𝘮
• "you look so cute in your cheer uniform ,come let me take pictures." my mom says taking picture of me, legend , and carmen together.
• "okay bye mami." i say kissing her cheek "byee ms.hawkins." carmen says as legend waves bye.
• as we walked to our school i was dreading seeing 𝘩𝘪𝘮 i knew he was gonna be there because he posted him outside.
• as i walked out the locker room taking a look around the quiet room. since the game started at 6:15.
• i sit at the bench listening to music. before my coach said it was game time and to take my airpods out.
• i watched as dd sat right in the front looking at me with mixed emotions . "heyy lana." ddot said side hugging me. "hey ddot , notti here?" i said looking up at him
• "no is dd here, damn." david said looking up and down at me "i'm not fucking with you." i said walking towards notti
• i said my hello and heys to everyone before getting ready to lead the girls in our cheer.
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• after the game i stood there waiting on my uber. "hey ma." a familiar voice said "what david." i spat harshly.
• "lolana i know you don't wanna hear this bu- if you know i don't wanna hear it why bother?" david started but i cut him off.
• david stood in front of me "lolana i love you , i will never be able to get over you. even if i get with someone else."
• david said as he rapped his arms around me pulling me in his chest as he kisses my forehead. i stood there before speaking "i love you too."
• that's all i said before pulling away gently. then getting in my uber. i looked out the window and watched as david stood there.
• i really do love him but he just keep hurting me . i have no clue if 𝐖𝐄'𝐋𝐋 𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 till graduation. i guess we'll see.
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𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑💗. this is short but i'm excited for the next chapter. and also this book is coming to an end don't worry it'll be another book soon after.
