The Past That Hunts Us (slow updates)

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I don't own the SVU characters. They belong to the amazing Dick Wolf. The other characters are mine. :) I hope you like it.

Amanda Rollins walked into the squadroom but nobody was there. She sat down at her desk and thought the others would be there soon too. She started doing some catch-up paperwork and after a while she thought about all the crazy things that had happened these five years of working in New York.

When Fin found out about her gambling problem, coming clean to the captain and Olivia seeing her in her most fragile moment.

Her talk with Olivia about how she could trust any man after doing this job, day in day out. Shooting her sister's boyfriend.

Getting shot by a sniper, which turned out to be Fin's ex-partner's daughter.

The couple days Olivia was kidnapped by Lewis. What was her fault because she was the one who brought them all in on their day off. She should've been the one interrogating him. She should've been the one he became obsessed with, not Olivia. Olivia is a wonderful person and much better than her. She had a crush on Liv since the day they met. But why would she want Amanda, a screwed-up gambler, who only makes everything worse.

When Olivia found out about her 'undercover work' with Murphy, Amanda thought she was so angry with her but in reality Olivia was scared as hell that something would've had happened to Amanda. Olivia found herself caring about the younger detective after she was taken by Lewis.

While Amanda was thinking, Olivia walked in.

"Hey, good morning." Olivia said.

Amanda woke up from her thoughts.

"Hi, good morning to you too. How are you doing and how's Noah doing?" She replied and asked.

"I'm good and Noah, he's doing great, he's a real sweetheart." She said smiling.

"Amanda, how are you doing?" Olivia asked the blonde.

"Oh, I'm doing good. Thank you for asking." she answered as she smiled.

Amanda walked to the coffee machine.

"You want coffee, Liv?" she asked.

"Yeah, sure, thank you Rollins." and we're back at Rollins again. Thought Amanda to herself.

She made a coffee for herself and for Olivia. When she was done, she walked towards Olivia's office and handed her her coffee.

"Here's your coffee, serge."

"Please call me Olivia or just Liv when it just the two of us, okay Rollins?"

"Amanda."

"What?" Olivia asked confused.

"You can call me Amanda when it just the two of us." She said giggling.

Olivia laughed at her comment.

"Okay Amanda."

"Okay Olivia." She said smiling.

Nick and Fin came walking in.

Olivia and Amanda both walked out of Olivia's office.

"Good morning guys." Olivia said.

"Good morning you too." The guys said.

"You too, Rollins." Nick and Fin both said.

"Ya, you too guys." Rollins replied.

I hope you guys like it. I know that nothing has happened yet but please tell me what you think of it. Next chapter the squad will have a case.