Dead And Gone

Chapter Two

Harry's P.O.V.

"I never even liked you!" she spat. Her harsh, hurtful words caused me to wince. I'd never thought of her being capable of such a abominable action. She followed her words by throwing me a flower vase. I quickly ducked, avoiding a gash on the side of my head. 

"I liked you Is, in fact, I still do." I answered, sounding a bit hurt. 

"Isabelle!" she corrected sternly. "It's Isabelle, not 'Is' or whatever else you call me." 

"You little bitch." I whispered.  

"Excuse me?" she staggered. 

To be honest, I'd never talked like that to a girl like that before. I held complete respect for women in general but Isabelle was different, she was more venomous than most girls I'd met. 

"How dare you!" 

"I didn't mean it baby I sw-" 

"No, you know, I'm only with you because I have to be. I'm only in it for the popularity that I'm going to get once I dump your sorry little ass. I'm doing it for the money and the sex." 

"Well, if that's how you feel then I don't think I can change your mind. I knew that leaving Jenny for you was a bad idea. But now I realize that I was wrong, it wasn't a bad idea, it was a slipshod idea." 

"You'll never get what I can give you from her. She's a pussy. That's all she'll ever be. I bet that in that year-and-a-half that you were dating you never once had sex with her. She doesn't care about you, she never will, she never has." she paused, "Baby, I can make you feel so much better than her. I can please you, something that she'll never be able to do." 

She began to undress herself like mad, quickly coming over to me and clearing off my belt from my jeans. She abruptly shoved me onto the king sized mattress, not wasting time in grabbing protection. 

"I can make you feel good." she seductively whispered into my ear. 

"I don't doubt it." I responded. "But then again, so can any other girl who's had so much bed expericnce like you have." 

She chuckled, "Babe, I may not be a virgin but at least I can satisfy you." 

Thoughts and pictures of Jenny suddenly came rushing intio my mind. I'd never realized it until now, she was the best thing I had. Had. I propped myself up onto my palms, causing Isabelle to straighten her back and pull away from my neck. 

"I- I can't do this." I stuttered. 

"It's okay baby, I'll do everything and all you'll have to do is lay there." she said as she reapplied her mouth onto my neck, lightly nibbling at the skin. 

"No," I pushed her off, "I can't do this." I said gesturing to our nearly naked bodies. "This isn't working. We aren't working. It's over." 

"What?" she retorted. 

"You said it yourself, you're only in this for the sex and publicity. I didn't wrong in cheating on Jenny for you. Please gather your things and leave my flat. By the time I come back from where I'm going, I want you long gone. I'm sorry to be so harsh Is. but I have to do this." 

She sighed slowly, "You can't do this to me because I'm dumping you. And it's Isabelle, I already told you."

I rolled my eyes while stumbling onto my pants and shirt. I rushed t other door, eager to get away from Isabelle. I shut the door behind me, determined to find Jenny and converse with her. I was ready to apologize, to beg for her acceptance. I climbed onto my black Range Rover. I didn't realize it at the time, but I had forgotten to get my keys. I quickly ran upstairs and swiped my keys off the nightstand, galloping out of the flat once again. I cursed as I almost tripped over an indent in the sidewalk. 

After fifteen anxious minutes of driving, I finally reached the destination in which I was headed. I knocked on the door, half of me expected her to open it and slam it in my face, and the other half of me expected her to be out. I'd rather prefer her slamming the door in my face, at least then I'd get to see her face again, even for just a few seconds. All the text messages which she had sent me, every time she begged me to go back with her, all those late night phone calls came running through my mind. I was an ass, I am an ass. She would never take me back, I'd hurt her beyond recognition. 

The door unfastened it's lock and was swung open. 

"I'm sorry, I have to go Harry." she said as she lightly pushed me aside, allowing her room to go to her vehicle. 

"Please Mrs. Mason, two minutes. That's all I'm asking for." 

"Make it quick." 

"All I want to know is where is Jenny. I need to speak to her." 

Her eyes trailed over the floor in mourning. Tears began to swell up in her sapphire eyes.

"She's uh, dead." 

Her voice rang in my ears, "No, no, no, she can't be dead. What happened?" 

"She slit her wrists, she couldn't handle being without you. You cheated on her and left her to fend for herself. You don't deserve to be speaking to me or even be in the presence of this household."

"I didn't know." I said as my voice broke. 

"This is what happens when you think you're too good for someone. You're not, remember that. You're a shitty person who made my daughter take her life. Leave and never, ever come back." she said as she walked over to her car. My knees began to give in, no longer able to hold up my own weight. I fell on my knees over the doorstep, Jenny's mother long gone. I punched the concrete floor with all my strength, slowly at first then increasing with speed. My breath quickened, adrenaline rushing through my veins. All I could do was grasp the small, metal paper airplane which she had given me as a gift for our one year anniversary. I repeatedly kissed the chain, unable to absorb that she was gone, no longer here, by my side, with me. 

This is all my fault.

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