I faked my suicide

Chapter 5

'Emily!' I hear as I'm running towards the door 'wait, i'm coming with you!'

I turn to found who's behind that voice and yup it is noah. I knew it actually, his voice sounded familiar.

'No no no stay here i'm going alone.' I inform him.

'Emily, i'm just going to go in case something bad happened so i can take care of it. You can't go alone!' Noah answers.

'I can and i will. Now bye' I say and leave.

Noah stays in his place trying to understand me, i start coming closer near dad and i try to observe what he's doing. He is holding a plastic knife in his hand and i guess a water gun in the other. Dad is always like that, he thinks that if he raises his voice or show us bad things that we'll be scared and do whatever he wants. Well no, it's not always what he wants. I'm not scared. I will never be scared of him.

As I'm approaching towards dad i say 'Dad'

He ignores me and stares at the so famous floor.

'Dad! What are you doing here?'

'Do you care?' He asks as he looks up at me.

'Just leave me alone for once'

'I won't'

'B-but why?' I try to stay strong and keep every single tear inside my heart.

'Because i said so, now enter the car.' He says as his voice becomes louder.

I just look at him and say 'Look dad, i am fed up. I'm fed up of everything you're doing to me. I'm fed up of faking that I'm okay. i'm fed up of everything. You never made me happy. Except you know when? On my 7th birthday. We were happy. For once. You wished me a happy birthday and we cut the barbie cake, remember? Yeah, that is the only time i smiled in my life with you. After that, i never smiled again. Since then you didn't stop, you couldn't stop, i don't know, but what i know is that i was never happy since then. And now, yesterday night when the police got us here. I felt safe. I felt safe for once, yes i felt safe. Unlike how i feel when I'm with you. Now that I'm starting to gain my happiness back, you come and ruin everything. As usual. Now that i'm making new friends, you come and ruin everything. Again. Now that i'm developing into a new life, you come and ruin it. YOU RUIN MY LIFE.' tears are rolling down my face i can't believe i said that to my dad, i mean, he's my dad! But he really had to know.

Noah directly came when i started crying, i think he heard every single word i said.

'Who's that? Huh?!' Dad says.

'My friend, come on, you can ruin that friend too if you want.'

'Good morning sir.' Noah says.

'Get in the car NOW' Dad tells me.

'Im not going with you. Just leave. And never come back.'

'I said now emily. NOW SO DO AS I DEMAND' he screams.

'Fine. I'll go with you.' I say and i enter the car silently.

Noah stayed there. I don't think he dared say a word in front of my dad. But i think and i'm sure he'll follow us. I hope he does cause now i'm going to god knows where to do god knows what. Help. I'm scared.

I sit in the front, put my seatbelt on and i start praying.

Dad enters the car and he sees me praying so he says: 'Are you serious?' He lets out a laugh and continues 'Are you really praying?! What do you think i'm gonna do? Rape you? Murder you? Or what? I'm just taking you home.'

'Maybe you will, can't trust you dad.' I say as i finish my prayers.

He doesn't answer me though, he just drove crazily, *only for me to get scared and frightened*, until we finally got home, turns out he wasn't lying.

'Get out of the car, Emily.' He says.

So i slowly get out of the car and push the door roughly. I go knock on the door as dad is parking the car but seems mom isn't hearing the door or she's in the toilette or something.

'Step back' dad says.

He takes the keys from his pocket and unlock the door. I enter the door after him and then.. th..th..the..then i get horribly shocked. Mom's laying on the floor with blood on her head.

He killed my mom.

He killed my mom.

He killed my mom.

'MMMOOOOOOOOMMMMMMM' I scream and run straight towards her dead body ' MOM NO MOM MOM PLEASE MOM NOO MOM DONT LEAVE ME. MOM I NEEEED YOU MOM I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOM PLEASE STAY WITH ME CAUSE YOUR ALL I NEED' I shout as im tearing apart my eyes bursting into tears. I'm scared.

Dad is looking at me and laughing and that adds more fuel to my fire.

'DAD WHY DAD WHY WHY WHY DAD NO DAD WHY DID YOU DO THAT DAD YOU CANT IM CALLING THE POLICE LET THEM TAKE YOU TO JAIL AND MAY YOU DIE THERE AND LIVE THE WORST MOMENTS OF YOUR LIFE DAD I HATE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART I HATE YOU SO MUCH WHY DID YOU DO THAT TO ME? WHY?!'

I am totally fed up.I am fed up. I am fed up of all that bullshit i am fucking fed up. First, he kicks Ryan out, second, he follows me to the place where im in and forbids me from happiness, and last, HE KILLS MY MOM. No, no no no no no. Now this, is not going to pass like that.

I go kiss my moms head and i hug her tight and i say 'Mom, i know i let you down, but now, n-now u've let me down. Okay, i know, i-i know that's what god wants but that wouldn't have happened if he didn't fucking kill you. I don't know how nor why, but i will, soon. I promise you mom. I promise i'm gonna get your rights. I promise this isn't gonna pass like each time. I promise you.' I'm crying heavily I'm frightened i'm afraid he kills me too.

I think dad is in the toilette right now. I wish he could change roles with mom so he'd be the dead one right now. I hold my phone and call 911, i tell them what happened so they said they'll be here in less than 2 mins. Im calmer now. Thank god.

One second later i hear the police's cars and i feel safe and happy. They knocked on the door and i directly open. They entered the house and see mom's body so the ambulance which came with them took her and put her in the ambulance car and cover her face with a white blanket. I go and stand on the door of the house so i can see both whats happening in and out. The police are searching for dad, it seems like he's hiding. As i'm looking at them with tears in my eyes i feel someone poked me from the back. I turn and look, 'NOAH!' i shouted hugging him tight, crying on his shoulder. 'I knew it, i knew you wouldn't leave me alone i knew ittt'

'Em, i'll never leave you. What happened, why is there the police and the ambulance and all that?! What's happening?!! But first stop crying babe please.' he says trying to comfort me.

'He killed her' I say totally frowning and crying.

'Who killed who' he asks.

'Dad, mom' i answer him, words barely can get out of my mouth. Im damaged, I'm destroyed.

'WHAT?!?!?! WHAT WHY WHAT THE HELL?! THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE' he says.

'Nothing is impossible, noah.'

'Stop crying emily. Your mom is in a better place now. Right now lets focus on the future. And on how we're gonna get her rights back.'

As we're talking i see dad being held my two police men. Oh my god finally finally FINALLY! They go straight to the car and throw him in. The police manager comes and says 'Congrats darling. You made a good job. And don't worry, for your dad, he's going to be prisoned forever, as for your mom, we're all going to die in the end, maybe her before you, maybe you before me, but be thankful that she is in a better place now.'

'Thank you so much. I cant thank you enough for everything. But please can you take Noah and i back to the children care center? Because we don't have a ride.'

'Sure young lady.'

And from that moment, no one on earth could ever stop the strong, brave, most importantly, happy Emily.

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