I faked my suicide

Chapter 7

"Emily"

"Em wake up"

"Emily!! Common you're gonna skip breakfast!"
Someone's voice whispers to my ear, most probably Noah. Yeah that's his voice.

I open my eyes slowly and find him sitting next to me, shirtless. I stare at him in awe admiring his hot body. "hii" i finally say, my voice so deep and low, im always so tired when i wake up.

"Get upppppp, em" Noah says as he heads to the closet searching for a top to wear.

By the time he was choosing his clothes i got out of bed. I go get my towel and stuff and then walk straight to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth then bathed and i used my favorite strawberry shampoo. YUMM i smell like strawberry now!!! It was mom's favorite too so yeah.

I get out of the bathroom covered in a towel.

"You shower so fast!" Noah says.

"Ikr" i say and let out a giggle. Although i don't usually shower fast it's just that.. that.. that i wanna see noah just as fast!

I pick my boyfriend jeans with a shirt and a pair of white converse. "Simplicity is the keynote of all true elegance" hahahah, i just delt like wearing basics today.

After we're both done getting ready, i hug him and tell him a formal good morning since i barely saw him when i woke up.

"Soo, i heard they're doing crepes today for breakfast!!! Dont wanna miss it!" Noah says eagerly.

"Sure nottt. Let's go" I tell him.

**

"Ryannn!!" I see him as we're walking to the cafeteria.

"Hey emily" he says.

"How's you sleep baby?" I ask him.

"I slept well and i have to tell you what i dreamt it's so confusing and scary!" Ryan says.

"Sure but let's go first get food and take a table then talk okay?" I say.

"I agree" Noah says.

"Me too" says Ryan.

**

As soon as we arrive, we take our plates and crepes and then sit on a table in the corner.

"So Ryan, what's that dream about?" I ask.

"Mom" He says. I received a little pinch inside my heart but i didn't say anything nor reacted towards that cause i wanna know the dream.

"Yeah? What about her?" I ask him not sure if i'm ready for whatever he'll answer.

"I dreamt that mom was talking to me from heaven. I mean i saw her as an angel telling me to come with her... She gave me her hand so i could go with her but then, as soon as i give her my hand, i wake up." He says as my jaw drops so does Noah's and then we're both shocked as fuck.

I have no clue what to tell him. Mom wanted to take him with her so that means that he's go...gonn...gonna die. God no. God please no. Please. Take me instead. Not Ryan please not Ryan. I hope this thing about what old people used to say, that if we dreamt about someone dead telling us to come with him then it means we're going with him like we're going to die too so please i hope this is fiction. Oh my god half of me already died when mom died so if Ryan dies then i'll be completely over. O.V.E.R.

"Oh that's good that you saw mom. I bet she misses you! And me! But unfortunately we can't go see her cause dad kicked us out!! So yeah babyboy..." i really dont know what im saying.

"I wished i could go and see her only one last time" Ryan says.

"One last time, i need to be the one who takes you homee..." i sing along to ariana grande's song "one last time" just to change the subject.