Broken Guns

Will i kill?

The death of my mother will be a scar in my life that could never and would never be healed. Sadly I now can do nothing about it and something is eating up my insides and all I want is peace really but is there any peace in this world?

I take a deep breath and think things through before I agree to living with the one person I tried so hard to forget.
Maybe living with him is not such a bad idea, maybe I'll gain something rather than lose anything.

All I know is that collage is going to have to wait a while and I'm going to have to explain things to Dane my roommate what's going on exactly and that she needs to cover up for my disappearance.

I walk back to my father ready to tell him my decision when I noticed the guy who got me here and he was standing next to my father looking like they were in a deep conversation.

I walked right in front of them and said "ahhm, so are you guys done talking" lifting my eyebrows up.

" Emilia this is Alanzo"
He was referring to the tall tanned dude standing next to him who looked about my age or so.

I realized I was starring at him helplessly and felt my cheeks go red.
" just cut straight to the point why should I know his name?"

" Well he will be right by your side, and you will stay by his side at all times no matter what because I trust him and well he is one of my best guys"

I snorted "listen Vencove I'm not a kid and I well don't think I need a maid"

"I .. am.. not.. your.. maid" Alanzo said.
"Well technically if you follow me around you kinda are a maid" I gave him a tight smile.

"Let's make things clear I am not your maid and that's it!"
I was about to laugh cause he just realized that his job was to look after me ha!

I looked back to my father
"Whatever, anyways I came to talk to you about you know, agreeing to this" I was
gesturing between us
He sighed and said "what is it".

"Well as you noticed my mother is no longer living and I can't live my life knowing whoever killed her is happily living their lives and there is nothing more I would want than to kill"

he laughed at my face and said "do you even know what killing is? No of course you don't and I expect that you never will and you don't know these people, they are one of the strongest Russian mafias around and you can't even get close to even hitting one"

"What makes you think I can't hit a man?!" I crossed my arms. okay maybe I really didn't know how to hit someone but I wasn't going to backdown.

"I mean wait a second you are the person who goes killing people, so why can't you just kill this gang and get this over with"
"I'll think about it, but for now Alanzo will show you to your room and you can rest for the day"
I felt so frustrated I just wanted to know if he agreed with me or not cause I just wanted whoever killed my mother to suffer the consequences of messing with the only family I had.

Alanzo walked me towards my new bedroom and it felt to awkward so I said
"So since you know you have to be my maid is their a nickname I can call you...  like Al or Alan or maybe Zoey or.."
He tilted his head upwards and groaned as to state he was annoyed and that only made me laugh "so it's Zoey then"
"hey! No nicknames"
"Okay okay okay fine jeez"
"So where the hell is my room"
"You have no patience do you?"
" No not really"
Then we came to a stop and I noticed that this is my room and our little conversation was coming to an end.
"Buonanotte amico mio"
I saluted him
"You speak Italian?"
"Yeah my mother is Italian I mean was " I averted my eyes towards the ground just the thought of her hurts so badly.
"I'm sorry I'm sleep deprived I'll see you tomorrow i guess"
he nodded and walked away.
I sighed as I opened my bedroom door the first thing I noticed was that this was one big ass room and I should have known since my father was rich that he would kindly provide a big room for his daughter.
I mean the bed was made for four people I fell on it and felt the cold fluffy covers that made my skin tingle with delight. living with my mother was totally different because she lived a normal life nothing fancy really.
And don't get me started with the bathroom like seriously someone pinch me, cause it was the same size as the room and all I wanted was to have a hot bubble bath and literally that is what I did.