Broken Guns

Out the balcony

In my room I had a small balcony that had the view of the pool which was breathtaking and all I wanted to do is jump in and swim like a mermaid.

But this was not my house and I felt like a stranger whose invading my fathers space and forcing him to look after me when in reality all he would like is to get rid of me forever just like my mom.

My mama I missed her so much I can't still believe she's gone forever and I won't see her again.

I'll miss our Sunday lunch together where she would cook us both an Italian meal and we would laugh over a stupid chick flick movie.. gosh I missed her laugh.
I felt the tears and whipped them away fast before opening my window for some fresh air.

I breathed in the flowers that were on my balcony.
Then I heard splashing and when I looked down I found Alanzo swimming and let me tell you he was a sight to see.

Wait I did not just say that, but how can't I, I mean he looks like he just came out of a swimming magazine with that six packs like DAMN BOY!

Snapping back to reality I skipped out of my room to have another conversation with my dad about staying in his protection, I mean what's there to lose when you got loads of muscular men around you twenty four hours.
"Father, dad, dadyoo, papa, where the hell are you!?, This shit of a house is too huge"
"im zdes', i perestan'te krichat'"
(I'm over here and stop shouting)

Him and his Russian Language....
"nakonets, ya nashel tebya, o , i vashi lyudi"
(finally i found you, oh and your men) I said

"So umm I was thinking about staying"
"You are more than welcome to stay" he smiled which I thought was weird
"What's the catch, I mean why are you doing this for me"
he sighed "you are my daughter and even if I still wasn't around I really do care about you"
He said sincerely
"Okay..."
"Alanzo can show you around so you don't have to go yelling everyday, oh and here is the phone you can use for now it has all of my gangs numbers incase of anything"

he zoned out for a second thinking about more stuff to tell me "ohh and Alanzo will be with you telwenty four seven for safety reasons and safety reasons only i hope"
"Wait like a bodyguard"
He gave me a tight smile "yes like a bodyguard"
"well shits about to get bad"
"Excuse me"
"Nothing" I said as I walked backwards out of the room.