Her Dreams [#Missiondesi]

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Some one just said these words to me. smiling_soul

Do you know what's the most beautiful sight on Earth?

It's watching a weed grow into the most beautiful flower in the entire garden. It's like watching a little infant try learning to walk. It falls, cries but still gets up. And then playing with the same infant whom you had watched falling and crying for not being able to walk on its legs is so damn beautiful.

I seriously never understood why my teachers always said that watching you all grow up from crying and nagging toddlers to beautiful girls and handsome boys is a blessing, but now I do.

I think she has a point. Once I thought I should delete this book. Though few readers said I shouldn't.

I always though what's new in this book? It has a crappy story inspired from the style of my favourite writer.

Even for me when ever I read this book, I feel like I am reading her book.

But like smiling_soul said, "If you read the last chapter of 'what makes me a man's and first chapter of this book. You will know how much you have grown as a writer."

Then it struck me like I said. Parents keep photos of their children crying like something or playing in mud or any embarrassing photos. Why do they do that?

Parents enjoy looking at your childhood's embarrassing photo more than your graduation day photo. Why is that?

Because they remember how you are now. They need to know where you began.

If you read 'what makes me a man's you can know where I am on story writing. How much I am joining the loose ends in a story of how much thought I give to writing a story.

A incident which is opened as a suspense in 30th or 40th chapter is explained in 15th chapter just like that so that no one will think it's important.

Scene and characters are sketched so much that they have inner meanings in them.

But where was I? I was the guy who wrote a book which was just about two people who fell in love like some crappy tv serial.

Where Every one were so good. Guy is forgiving like Jesus Christ and girl is as sweet as Gulab Jamun.

None of the characters are given enough importance that you might forget their name at the end or in the middle even.

Believe me when I say I forgot too.

I never know how to go through characters. Which liabie helped me.

If I could make characters with pain, sorrow and complexity like Addar and Catherine (From my other book 'what makes me a man's) it was because of this sister who helped me by giving tips.

Story were not so much fun. I couldn't have had character like Sri or Jake (From  my other book 'Cupid's search for love') if I had never had the help of Krazy_Kiran

She though how to write a book, like use this punctuation here and all. She was the guiding light through out my writing. What ever I am this will be because of these two.

Romance is what wattpad is full of. This book is full of too. My books would have never been so complex and dealing with society and psychology while bravely dwelling in issues like sexual assault or role of woman or freedom and individuality or social branding of people in 'what makes me a man' if people like ishipmeandchocolate hadn't tried it.

'What makes me a man' was so focussed on these injustice and psychotic things that I had to ask my readers not to read it as it was so depressing where I had to show depressing aspect of living.

But in "Cupid's search for love" is a more realistic portrayal of life. Where normal people's issues are addressed.

People don't normally suffer like Catherine or Addar (what makes me a man) did. Though there are few but not normally.

But there are people who face issues like the ones faced by Ganesh or Tamilselvi or sandhiya (Cupid's search for love).

Another important person is _legallycrazy_ she was my inspiration to write books. Probably the one who asked me to try writing.

If I am spending two months for writing the setting of my new book which will be a fantasy cum historical book with a bit of suspense in it (I know that for three to four months I will be writing the things which will be surrounding the plot and I know it won't be even shown to readers it will only be in my draft) its because of aaradhana_adithya smiling_soul _Exotica__ laya_anya Premsi

Because they stood by me when I was writing 'What makes me a man' which depressed me even.

So I know they will be with me in the book "Secret society" which will include lot of mystery solving, adventures into the pits of the mountain, trenches of the ocean and depths of human heart.

I am saying all these because "Her dreams" is here because of people who have read my book and enjoying the journey of me as a writer with me.

Many of you might find this book low in quality but let me say to you, "yes, it is but that's why it is here"

I have seen many people leave this site because they think their writing is not good. But this is a proof that a guy who was writing shit like this is writing books like "What makes me a man" and all...

They are readable at least.

So guys wattpad is here to learn so learn to write.

Never think your first book is your best. I have seen many people who wrote average first book write the best of the wattpad books.

Because they self checked what's wrong and corrected it. crescendo_s

Try and try. Books are things which comes with practice and encouragement.

In this chapter I thank everyone who has encouraged me Meghu_die_Beste  and #Crew

Wattpad is not for acclaimed writers. Its fora amateur writers and people like me for whom writing is just a hobby or escape from life temporarily.

I am not going to edit this book. It will be just like how it was. As a memory of how much of shitty write I was.

Take care be safe and stay blessed.

~Yagappar