Obsession (सनक)

Feelings...

Every other day SP started making sure that HM will know how wrong she had done to SP and her uncle whom she once cherished. HM had a biggest regret and anger on herself for doing such thing. Her regret increased the moment she did some research and found out that SP wasn't lying. She also found out that her father was the one who made her childhood obsessive, He was the one taught her that seeing someone tortured is normal.. So that he can use that reason to throw his own daughter away as he never wanted a girl child since first.

With DP's suicide note, She also found out that her father had many affairs outside unknown to her mother and herself. He never really looked at them as family but a business investment. As SM was the one whose father helped him get his business started in startup days. HM's anger on her father was now at it's peak that she could literally kill him again if he turns back alive....

KS was seeing the latter not talking like usual and always spending time alone. She wanted to ask what's happening but decided to give the latter some space.

HM was never been scared of anyone in her entire life but she was afraid of SP. SP was the living proof of her biggest mistake in life. A live proof that she is nothing but just like her father. Selfish and arrogant!!

She started avoiding SP as much as possible, But SP always made sure she will make the latter feel the pain every damn time. HM started having bruises due to SP bullying but never really explained to anyone when asked.

One fine day...

"Haseena bura na mano toh kuch puche?", KS said laying on her bed.

"Han pucho!", HM answered from her bed.

"Yai tumhare gale pai nishan kaise hai? asa lagta hai mano kisine gala dabane ki koshish ki ho wobhi ek nahi bohot bar!!", KS asked out finally.

"Tumhe isse matlab! Mind your own business Karishma..", HM said and left the room.

KS kept staring at the door thinking what really happened suddenly. She wanted to know and solve the matter. She wanted to help her without knowing why she had urge to do it. She suspected it might be SP but wasn't really sure... So she decided to investigate.

HM was thinking she should enter or she should not standing outside SP's door. But she wanted her forgiveness.. HM wanted to get free of this regret. So she decided to open the door.

SP was playing with her guitar while humming some random song... She noticed who dared to open the door without her permission....

"Ohh Miss Haseena... Or should I say murderer Haseena?", SP said placing her guitar aside.

"I know Shivani tum kafi gussa ho hampe.. hona bhi chahiye... Isiliye ham khatam karne aaye hai. Once and for all let's end this!!", HM said taking out her personal gun from her back.

SP was shocked to see that and thought the latter is here to kill her. She was hell scared knowing the fact that HM could actually pull the trigger.

But HM stepped forward and place the gun on table in front of SP.

"Pick it up and shoot! Maybe this way you will get peace of mind...", HM said standing infront of the latter spreading her arms.

Her eyes had no fear of dying. She had no single regret or words to say to the latter. HM knew no word no sympathy would make it up for what she had done to SP. So she just decided to choose her older style. Destroy the same thing they destroyed yours.

SP took the gun remembering those countless sleepless nights where she had to hold her mother tightly to calm her down. Those legal matters where people curse their house, defamed them. Also, The amount of disrespect her family had to face. She unlocked the gun pointing it towards HM.

"Tumhare marne ke bad bhi yai takleef shayad kam na ho Haseena Malik... lekin tumhe marne ka sukh toh milega...", SP said.

Her eyes were redden. Her hands were shivering with the amount of anger. She wanted to kill HM, off course this was the sole reason she ever came to this place. Her only mission of life was destroying HM but she couldn't do it. She just couldn't pressed the trigger.

She fell down on her knees feeling weak for herself and threw the gun aside. As if her eyes finally understood her pain, tears started falling down from her eyes. Her feeling of grieving for her father was more today than taking revenge from HM.

"Nahii kar sakti mai!!! Nahi mar sakti usse jisse mere dad ko pyar tha.. Jiske liye mere dad har dusre din koshish karte the ki Amar Malik ki fitrat badal sake... Unke dost ko iss qabil bana sake ki wo tujhe achhe life de paye...", SP said crying out her feelings.

Tears started falling down unknowingly from HM's eyes. She couldn't feel more burdened after knowing this. She walked slowly towards the latter sitting on her knees beside SP. HM wrapped her arms around her as soon SP hugged her back tightly. They both grieved for the same person they love that day.

After a while HM lift the latter bridal style and put her on her bed. She covered her with her blanket caressing her hairs sliding them away from her face. HM wiped her tears and decided to leave her alone to rest for a while.

SP held HM's wrist before she could leave and said...

"Please stay... I don't want to be alone.."

HM smiled at the fact that things are some how getting better between them. She slide beside SP under the blanket. Holding the latter by her shoulder to which SP  rested her head on HM's chest. Soon after sometime both fall asleep while HM caressing her back.

Unknown to them, Someone was watching this through the window. KS's curiosity of knowing what's wrong with HM nowadays took her to the place where she saw something she wasn't really ready for. KS had nothing to do with HM nor both had any sort of relationship in between... still she felt like something sting in her heart the moment she saw those two getting closer. KS couldn't see the fact that HM held someone else in her arms....

"What the hell is wrong with me? Why am I spying on someone's personal life? why am I feeling hurt over Haseena getting closer to someone else??!!", KS thought to herself.

The other day..

SP woke up with some noises from outside noticing someone's presence beside her. She looked over the latter getting almost lost admiring the actual beauty behind hatred she had for HM. She would definitely agree to the fact that HM had indeed a charming face. They way she was looking so peaceful while sleeping, SP couldn't stopped herself but kissed her forehead softly unknowingly.....

HM opened her eyes feeling sudden proximity of someone. She flinched for a moment seeing SP so closed to her and the fact that the latter literally just kissed her. SP realized what she had done and moved right away...

"I'm so sorry... I didn't know what was I doing...", SP strutted.

"It's alright... I'm irresistible you know?", HM joked around teasing the latter.

Both burst into laughter. Enjoying their self after a long traumatizing period. Off course grudge was there regrets were there but both of them were in good terms. They had no complaints against each other. Both somehow realized that their situations were the real reason made them do what they did.

Feelings can be bitter sometimes!!