Chapter 1

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"I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become" - Unknown.



Unknown's POV

Numb.

The only word which can describe my current state. oh. And also broken. These people always say that they are going to break me while torturing me. I guess they have already succeeded in that. Because that's all I am right now. Numb, Used.. and Broken.

From what I remember, I have always been in this place. I don't even remember my name. I have always been called bitch, slut, abomination, weak and many such names by these people. Though I do get some kind of flashbacks.. sometimes. There are hazy fragments of a little boy and a man playing with a little girl. 

They seem happy. Unlike me.

But why am I seeing them? Who even are these people who comes in my dreams sometimes. It's like I know them. 

Sometimes it feels as if the little girl is me and the other two people who are playing with the little girl is someone very dear me. I feel some kind of connection with them. 

Right now, I am trying to sleep in my room- which is actually a dungeon. It's really dark. The only way light enters this room is through the small hole in the top corner. Other than the bars, there is absolutely nothing in this cell. Just a tap and bucket and a hole for bathing and excreting. 

I am backed into the furthest corner of this tiny cell right now, while trying to ignore the shouts of my stomach. The people-the guards who are guarding this place gives me food only once in a day. That too if I behave.

 And by behaving, I mean not fighting back whenever they are punching the shit out of me. But it's not like i could do anything anyways since i don't have any energy left in me.

I really want it to just end, once and for all. But there is something inside me which is preventing me from dying. I don't have any idea what is it... But it feels like a hidden voice in my mind.

As time passes, my eyes slowly droop and I slip into another one of my nightmares.. 

 "FLASHBACK" [A/N Remember it's a dream.. or rather a nightmare for her. And she only remember bits and pieces from it. But I have written it as a flashback for you all to give a clear picture. Proceed with caution. The timeline is after a few months she was abducted.]

Shit.

I got caught while trying to escape this hell.

 Wrong move. Very wrong. I am shaking in fear as I think about the punishment am about to receive for trying to escape. 

I hear the sound of metal clicking. As soon as I look up, I see two guards- Dawn and Rocco entering my cell with an evil smile. They both come near me as I was shaking in fear. Dawn raised her hand as I flinched. It glowed and suddenly I was lifted into air. I shouted in fear but they just laughed it off.

Rocco came near me as I was hanging in the air and grabbed my hairs tightly in his grip and started pulling me with him while cracking like a hyena. 

They soon brought me to another dark room as I was kicking, crying and screaming. But the guard- Rocco just pulled my hair more tightly as Dawn moved me forward with her eyes or mind- I don't know, towards the ground.

They hung me by my wrists tied to a pole and stripped me. Droplets of blood were flowing through the cuts from my wrist due to the rope tied around it. Both the guards were now standing and looking at me. One had an evil glint in his dark eyes while the other was laughing maniacally with her silver eyes having a mischievous glint. 

It felt as if a light turned off in her system as she suddenly stopped laughing and flicked her fingers. The buttons on my top suddenly ripped away and scattered on the ground leaving my upper body bare whereas my lower body was just covered with an oversized shorts they provided me. I gasped from fear and my burning wrist.

 Then Rocco, the man who had dark eyes took what I think was a whip and said " Now, you will never ever even think about escaping. Try that and we might do something more than just whipping." He looked at me with a hungry look in his eyes and an evil smirk. The girl standing there again started laughing like a maniac. 

The woman then AGAIN suddenly stopped laughing and looked at me like I just killed her dog. Then she slowly walked towards me and harshly turned me around so that my back was facing them. My wrists were burning so much that water glistened my eyes. But I refused to cry. I refused to be weak and vulnerable in front of them.

Trying to imitate my daddy, I tried to speak in a cold voice, "You can hurt me all you want for now you evil man. But remember, once my daddy and twinny finds me, that would be your last day on Siren." Saying that I giggled softly. I think I was really losing it .

 I was scared  but daddy always said to not show any kind of weakness in front of your enemies as they can use it against you. And they are definitely my enemy since they took me away from my twinny and daddy. 

(And yes, at that time she remembered her family. It is due to the drugs which they gave her that made her lose her memory and she only remembers the punishment which they gave her and she vaguely remembers about the talk between them).

He also started  laughing like the evil witch and said "Oh you poor, naive girl. Don't you know that now nobody can save you. Not even your daddy dearest. You will die and so will your daddy and everyone of your kind!!" With that he started whipping me mercilessly till i passed out from the pain and blood loss. 

The next day when I woke up I was back to the dungeon where I was kept but now with even more tight security.

My wrists and back were burning so much that I just wanted to cry and go home to my twinny and daddy. But daddy always said to never show weakness and that's what I am gonna do. I am a big girl and I know daddy will save me from these evil monsters. 

I think the extra security is there so that I don't run away again. Not that I had the courage to do it again anyways with the immense pain still on my wrists and on my back.

"FLASHBACK OVER"

I gasp as I wake up from the gruesome nightmare haunting my sleep.

It was a Flashback.

I am still breathing heavily as I try to make sense of the nightmare or rather the flashback I just had. No matter how hard I try, I can only remember bits and pieces from that horrific memory. 

A shiver ran up my spine as I think of the whiplashes burning against my skin. It's not anything new to me. My back still has burning cuts from the most recent punishment they gave me.

That fucking red liquid.

They inject that to my wrist every Sunday.

Maybe that's why I am not able to remember anything clearly. 

And now I think I am going completely nuts since I can hear whispers around me.

But many times that the voice is not anywhere near me but instead, it's inside my head...



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Edited.

But some grammatical errors or spelling mistakes could still be there since I haven't proofread it yet.

Though no worries, I will do it once the book is completed, which will hopefully be by the end of this year.. *Smiles Sheepishly*

Do comment if u feel there is something which I can add or anything.

But, NEVER, and I MEAN NEVER spread hate on my book or else I am gonna sue you.

And trust me that's very much possible since I am studying to be a lawyer. *Insert Zade's grinning face*

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