My overprotective and strict mafia brothers

Chapter 62

I'm so sorry I didn't update for such a long time. I didn't really find the time to write and then when I had time I just didn't know what to write and how to write it. I really hope you like this chapter and I hope you still know what the story was about or were it ended.

Recap: I mean the night was fun after all and I liked spending time with my brothers but I just could stop thinking about David.

At the end of the night Matteo Domenico, Leonardo, Luciano and I watched a movie in Luciano's room. The movie wasn't even half way through when I fell asleep.

Emilia's pov

"Mommy can we go get chicken nuggets after dance class." I asked my mom.

"Sure thing we can do that" She said smiling at me through the rear-view mirror.

I giggled and said, "thank you mommy I love you."

"I love you too sweetie." She said smiling again.

And then everything was black for a few seconds.

I had my eyes closed and as I opened them I saw my mom and blood everywhere.

"Mommy are you okay" I asked

"Sweetie you okay? Are you hurt somewhere? Does it hurt somewhere?" She said in a weak and hurt voice.

"Mhm mommy it hurts just here a little." I said pointing at where my seatbelt was.

"That's good sweetie, Mommy is fine and will always be with you. Just know whatever happens today I'll love you forever and always will no matter what happens." She said while holding my hand and crying and smiling at the same time.

"Mommy wake up whats wrong." I said she didn't wake up so I started screaming for her to wake up...

"Emilia wake up your okay it's just a dream." I heard someone while someone was shanking me.

I opened my eyes and looked up and saw Gianno face right over my face.

"Boah thank god you scared me." I heard someone say after letting out a sigh of relief the voice belonged to Luciano I knew it too well.

That's when I realized that I wasn't even in my room. I was in Luciano's bed, crying and sweaty.

I missed my mom so much. I can't explain. I would do anything to just be with her for one more day to tell her about my life and what all has changed. I'd tell her about my brothers.

But I can't.

She was my best friend she was the nicest person I knew and definitely was the last I wanted to ever lose but she was the first.

On one hand hate this mother fucking dreams and on the other hand I get to see her again even if it is the worst moment of my life I still get too see her.

Those nightmare are so realistic that I feel like I could even feel her touch me, but I also feel all the pain every time and it fucking hurts.

It hurts so much to lose your mother.

"Emilia can you hear me?" Gianno said shaking me out of my thoughts.

I nodded still crying. I felt Gianno picking me up and setting me on his lap hugging me tightly. I hugged him back crying in his chest.

Luciano just stood there and probably didn't know what to do. But I don't blame him i wouldn't know what to do either.

"I miss her" I said not sure if he heard.

"I know baby I know." He said softly rubbing my back.

Honestly I didn't want them to see me like this I didn't really like crying in front of people but it felt good knowing I wasn't alone.

Normally in such a situation I would just lie in my bed till i fell back asleep crying sometimes for hours but it felt good knowing that they care about me enough to stay up in the middle of the night to comfort me.

"it's okay everything is going to be fine." Gianno said. I don't think he really knew what to say but it was good to hear him say that even if I didn't believe him in that moment i knew that it's gonna be okay at some time.

"It hurts so much." I whispered into his chest.

He didn't say nothing he just rubbed my back. After like 10min of him rubbing my back hugging me and just being there I started to calm down a little.

"You know what how about we all ho back to sleep and we'll talk tomorrow if you want okay." Gianno said.

"Do you wanna stay here." Luciano asked kinda shy. I think he was just overwhelmed with the situation.

I nodded. We both laid back down. Gianno gave me a kiss on the forehead and said, "I love you both if there is anything just come to my room." we both said 'love you too' before he walked back out and closed the door.

"I love you Emilia." I heard Luciano say. I felt a tear run down my cheek.

"Love you too good night." I said slowly drifting back to sleep.

To be continued...

I know it's a short chapter the next one will be longer.

I hope you liked it. Let me know in the comments if you liked it and if you have any ideas on how I could maybe continue writing let me know.