Runaway

🖤FALLING🖤

A/n you can listen to "falling  ." By Harry styles while reading this chapter but you might have to repeated a few times to get in the mood

I woke up This morning with my eyes burning from all the crying i been doing lately and last night was the worst I drank till I passed out .

Last night before blacking out I heard a lot of commotion outside the trailer but didn't pay to much attention I put the volume up "To is this love ." By whitesnake Anna's favorite song  and drank the last of my beer before blacking out from all the alcohol and weed in my system .

You might wonder why I'm drinking myself to sleep .There's only one Reason Anna Henderson my best friend and the love of my life and today my best friend was getting married and it wasn't to me it was to some asshole ,well he is not really an asshole he is just the perfect guy for her who she met 1 year ago I know he treats her good and gives her everything she wants everything I can't give her  ,but she is not happy because I know she loves me but I messed up everything that night when she confess her feelings to me .

It was the night Aiden proposed to her after 3 months of dating .

Aiden is the asshole she is marrying by the way.

I didn't know being heartbroken would hurt like shit, that's why I never believed in LOVE or getting married but when I was with Ann I Imagined how our lives would be ,getting married, buying our first house with our kids ,getting old together .

But then again it was just all a dream because I never had the guts to tell her how I felt even in high school and when she did I fucked up bad .

Really fucking bad .

I remember that night clearly it's stuck to my brain and I can't take it out because as bad as I fucked up ,it was also a good memory .

She came to my trailer in the middle of night. I remember that night very well because there was a big thunderstorm that wouldn't let me sleep .

The trailer kept shaking badly ,there was a really bad thunderstorm, that night was stuck in my head repeatedly .

I should have done things differently but back then I thought I was doing the right thing ,I wanted what was best for her ,and that wasn't me .

Flashback

There was loud banging on the front door and I was confused as to who it was because usually when Anna came she would come in because she has an  extra key to the trailer .

One that I had given her since High school.

But that night she forgot it in her purse back at home .

I got up from The bed and didn't even bother to put a shirt ,I was only wearing gray sweatpants that Ann had given me for my birthday she said she loved how they look on me I never understood why ,but I just wore them for her whenever she would spend the night,I  open the door slowly checking to see who was outside .

There drenched in the rain was Anna smiling at me. I moved to the side to let her inside .I was surprised as to why she was here, not that I didn't want her to be here. I love having her over.

But there was a storm happening right now and she must have come walking in this bad weather  because I didn't see her car outside.Did she really come walking ?

I lead her to my room to give her some clothes to change I grab the usual Metallica shirt she always stole from me .

And I let her change while I prepare some coffee for her to keep her warm.

I heard her come out The room then felt her wrap her arms around my waist resting her head on my back .

I turn around to hug her and place a kiss on her forehead .