Runaway

🖤INCOMPLETE🖤

~Anna Pov ~

I woke up this morning with a big headache I didn't even want to get up from bed I wanted to stay here the whole day and now with the new information Dustin decided to tell me last night my head was spinning more not because of the hungover but because now I had to think of what I wanted to do with my life .

Gosh !! Why was life so complicated ?

Jesus Christ !! My head was hurting so much I'm never drinking again..

It really sucks being an adult. I wish I could go back to high school and have the balls to confess to Eddie how I felt for him. Maybe I wouldn't be in this mess right now .

Fuck!!! Now all I wanted was to drown in my own sadness and might as well rot here in my bed .

I just didn't  want to get up from bed I didn't want to do anything but today was the day every girl would be anxious to wake up and get all doll up for ,my wedding but for me it wasn't like that .

Because I was marrying a man I didn't love .

"Jesus Christ!!!" I scream my lungs out under the covers hopefully nobody heard I don't have time for explanations right now .

I honestly don't know what I was thinking when I said yes to Aiden ,well maybe I do but I don't love him I never have my heart belongs to Eddie Fucking  Munson who broke my heart into a million pieces then step on those tiny pieces making them to even tinier pieces .

Gosh I was so stupid how could I be so stupid believing he didn't love me.

Thanks to Dustin I know the truth ,that he really does love me and always has .

Flashback

"Dani I need to talk to you." Dustin pull me to the side

"What's wrong ?" I ask Worriedly

"You can't marry him ." He blurted signaling to Aiden who was happily talking to one of his friends .

"Why ?!  "I ask almost as a whisper so Aiden wouldn't hear anything.

"Because Eddie loves you." He tells me ,but I knew that was a lie because if he love me he would have accepted my offer and run away with me or at least come Find me but he never did .

"No, he doesn't ." I walked away but I heard Dustin run after me, taking ahold of my arm.

"Ann, please listen to me ." I turned back to look at him already with tears in my eyes .

End of flashback.

As I lay here in my bed the memories of that night linger in my stupid head .

That night the worst night of my life the night My best friend the love of my life broke my heart and smashed it into little tiny pieces for me to pick up and have a hard time putting them back together again.His voice was stuck in my head and I couldn't believe what he told me ,he couldn't just have made love to me that  night and tell me he didn't love me , just had sex with me to get over it and finally lose his virginity.

After he told me all those nice things ,how he also waited to lose his virginity for it to be with me .
Was it all a lie to get in my pants ?

A lie that I fell for .

For months I walk ,I smile  ,I laugh but I was empty from the inside. I felt nothing, .

I even quit my stupid job at Enzo's which I loved so much because I got to play the piano, but after what happened with Eddie I lost all my will to do anything especially playing piano because it reminded me of him .