Runaway

🖤glimpse of us 🖤

Eddie pov

As I lay here with Ann in my arms thoughts flow through my head ,The thought of her was pervasive, I couldn't get her off my mind. Though I sought comfort and the company of other women, the thought of her was a safe space I could always return to when whores weren't enough. I wanted to see her again, I wanted to hear her voice one more time. To be with her was all I yearned for. To be with her was all I wanted at the end of every one night stand.

And tonight my wish came true ,I was in the comfort of her arms .Her body on mine was what I needed what I always needed .

I lean down kissing her forehead , God she look beautiful as always,She was so fucking perfect .

*Ring ring ring *

My phone rang I picked it up from
The night stand and saw that it was Chrissy calling .

"Jesus Christ ." I said under my breath I had totally forgotten to break up with her ,I hadn't even talk to her in like a month .I got up slowly from bed trying not to wake up Ann ,I got out the room passing the living room and out to the balcony .

The phone kept ringing and I finally answer

E:"Hello." I said softly

C:"Eddie ,I-I went looking for you at Your trailer and your uncle said you left to New York ." She says softly

E:"Yeah ,im Here ." I responded

There was silence from the other side all I could hear was Chrissy sniffing

C:"Eddie is she with you?"

E:"who?"

C:"You know who im talking about "

E:"Chrissy im sorry,but I can't do this anymore ." I finally tell her ,I really wish I could have done this earlier and not taken so much time.

I heard Chrissy sniffling and I knew she was crying but she was trying her best to hold it in .

I felt awful .

C:"I heard Anna run away,and they don't know where she went ,Do you know where she is ?" She ask her voice is shaky and I could
Tell she was crying now

"Ed's ."I heard Ann's voice coming from the living room

"Im sorry Chrissy ." Was all I said and hung up the phone

I walk back inside and Ann was sitting down in the couch looking at me .

"Hey sweetheart ." I smile at her sitting down next to her

"Let's go to bed." She said softly standing up extending her arm to me .

I take it and she leads the way to room .

I was finally happy no more crying myself to sleep.

No more looking for her touch in Chrissy's arms .

I know Chrissy must hate me now and I know she knows Ann was with me ,but I didn't have the heart to tell her .

She knew I wasn't in love with her ,she always knew that .

She was the best girl any guy could have ask for ,she was the sweetest but I wasn't for her and she needed a man that treated her how she deserve ,because I know sometimes i was an ass to her .

Even when we had sex I remember calling Anna's name .

I was such an asshole to her she didn't deserve it that.

She was fucking perfect the best girlfriend but I was the worst boyfriend.
But every-time I saw her I would see Anna .

I try to fall for her but Anna would
Come back to my head .

Every time i think I would be falling for Chrissy Anna would come back to my mind to my heart .
I always told her I was fine when I wasn't .

I wasn't happy with Chrissy I never was .

Chrissy saw a future with me when I was just passing time with her to forget about Anna .
Anna my beautiful Anna who i was deeply in love with.Anna was my everything Anna was my drug my perfect kind of drug that I didn't know I needed.

I'm sorry chrissy

Cause sometimes I look in her eyes
And that's where I find a glimpse of us
And I try to fall for her touch
But I'm thinking of the way it was
Said I'm fine and said I moved on
I'm only here passing time in her arms
Hoping I'll find
A glimpse of us...