Runaway

🖤somewhere with you 🖤

Eddie pov

Ann and I decided to come back to our hotel room after that incident at The Hideout ,she wasn't talking much but staring at the pictures in her hands .

I stayed in the living room while she went to shower .

I remember that night clearly Chrissy went to my show ,I was pretty fucked up ,I had drank a shit load and done some pretty strong drugs .

Flashback

"Hey ." I heard someone say ,I blinked a few times. I think I was hallucinating because Ann was standing in-front of me smiling at me .

That fucking beautiful smile I love .

I instantly wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her close to me and whispering sweet nothings into her ear .

"I love you so much ." I whisper to her ,

"I love you too Eddie ." I heard her sweet voice answer me "let's go home ." She helped me walk outside but I felt I needed to explain to her why I pushed her away that night. I needed to tell her that I didn't want her to get married to what's his face .

Ann opened the door, the fresh air hitting my face and I closed my eyes. I was so tired I shouldn't have drank that much and I shouldn't have taken the shit and I knew I was going to regret it in the morning .

"Eddie, you need to help me ." I opened my eyes and saw Chrissy helping me walk over to my van .

Wasn't I just with Ann?

I rub my eyes, maybe I was just hallucinating.

"Eddie, come on help me out, walk ." And there was Ann Again I picked her up and walked over to the side of the bar, crashing our lips. I didn't care if we were in a public place. I needed her to know how much I love her .

"Ann im so sorry i fucking love you please forgive me sweetheart." I said in between kisses

"Ok." She said kissing me back

"I love you so much Ann, please don't marry him ."I was now crying and I didn't care if people saw me the way I was ,I needed Ann to know how much I love her .

End of flashback

The next morning I woke up with Chrissy in my bed ,the whole time thinking I was with Ann.

That was the day Ann must have seen me with Chrissy kissing .

I look down at the picture in my hand of Ann's face full of sadness. She was like that because of me because I hurt her .

All because of my stupid insecurities .

"Eddie ." Ann said softly

"Yes sweetheart ." I responded

"Are you coming to bed?" She walked over to me. I was sitting down on the couch looking at the pictures and I hadn't realized I was crying .

"What's wrong ?" She asked, sitting down in lap ,I wrapped my hands around her waist and started crying, my head falling in her chest .

I couldn't control the tears coming out of me .

"I'm so sorry sweetheart ." I sobbed "t-that night ." I said but I couldn't say the right words to explain to her what happened that night .

I felt her soft hands on my hair, her fingers untangling my hair .

I was a crying mess. I couldn't forgive myself for hurting her the way I did .

I thought I had left the past in the past but it came back haunting me .

"I-I love you so fucking much Ann ." I managed to say through sobs

"I love you too my sweet boy ." Her voice sounded shaky .

I lifted my head up to look at her and she was also crying ,I crashed my lips on hers tasting the saltiness of the mix of our tears .

I stood up slowly from the couch gripping her thighs so she wouldn't fall and walked blindly to our bed and laid her down slowly climbing on top of her not breaking the kiss .

"Ann, I never meant to hurt you the way I did, I promise ." I pulled away but still kept our bodies close, our lips brushing while I spoke .

"That night I thought I was with you ,that night that you saw me I was really high in other shit that wasn't weed I wanted to numb the pain I felt and then when she came I thought it was you ,I know it's no excuse but I swear I thought it was you and I just wanted to show you how much I love you ,how much you mean to me ." I hid my face in the crook of her neck and started to cry again .

I was an asshole for everything I did to her .

"Eddie, show me how much you love me ." She whispers in my ear .

I pick up my head and look down at her ,her eyes glazed and nose red from crying .

I didn't say anything. I lean in closing the gap between us kissing her softly kissing her with passion .

I was going to show her how much she meant to me and how much I love her .

Because she meant the world to me ,she is everything I ever need ,she is the love of my life .

No other girl can compare to her .

"I love you ." I said in between kisses

"I love you too ." She pull my bottom
Lip softly making me melt into her .

She doesn't even know the hold she on me the way she makes me feel is something
I couldn't never explain .

I become soft when I'm around her and I don't care honestly.

"I want to make love to you ." I told her in a Leo voice

"I'm all yours ." She said softly

I stood up taking off my boxers and watched her undress herself, her eyes never leaving mine .

When she was done I climbed  back on top of her adjusting myself on her entrance.

I slid my hand down to her core making sure she was ready for me and like always she was .

"You're always so ready for me sweetheart ."

She looked at me with hooded eyes ''I need you ." She wrapped her arms around my neck pulling me down to her .

I entered her slowly, thrusting gently into her .

I wanted to take it slow ,tonight I wasn't going to fuck her tonight I was making love to her.

Tonight I was showing her how much she meant to me .

Tonight Ann and I were one .

My lips never leaving Hers,our tongues exploring each other's mouth there was no winner because both of us had won because we had each other .

Her walls tightened on my dick signaling that she was close ,I slid my hand down to her clit rubbing small circles with my index finger and middle finger helping reach her climax faster ,My thrusting became sloppier feeling her was tightening after a few more thrust she moan loudly reaching her peak .

Feeling her warm juices from her release on my dick made me reach my peak and release inside of her .

After coming down from our high I lean down kissing her plump and swollen lips from all
The kissing and the next thing that came out of my mouth was something that I never expected to say to anyone but with it felt right saying it to Ann.

"Marry me ."

"I can go out every night of the week
Can go home with anybody I meet
But it's just a temporary high, 'cause when I close my eyes
I'm somewhere with you, somewhere with you
If you see me out on the town
And it looks like I'm burning it down
You won't ask and I won't say
But in my heart, I'm always somewhere with you"