When I Opened My Eyes I Was A Superstar

Chapter 123

123. The end and the beginning (2)

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I am writing this article to reveal about Seo Kyung-jun, who is active under the stage name Seo-joon.

I picked up the pen after reading a comment saying that kind Seojun couldn't be like that.

Today, an article about Seo Kyung-jun appeared, and I couldn't help but laugh or cry.  Throughout the day, all Internet sites were plastered with the story of Seo Gyeong-jun.

I went to the same high school as Seo Kyung-jun (I don't want to use the friendly expression of classmate).

I wanted to laugh because I was a victim of school violence perpetrated by Seo Kyung-jun.  Seeing the comment saying, “If you’re going to live like that, die,” as he said to me, honestly, I felt relieved.

I know I shouldn't write comments like that to someone.  I felt vicarious satisfaction.

On the one hand, I couldn't help but laugh.  What made me want to cry was Seo Gyeong-jun's face, which can be seen in every article.  Because just looking at that face made my teeth tremble.

The mere sight of that name makes my hands tremble and bring tears to my eyes.

I am the same age as Seo Kyung-jun.  However, I am writing this in my room at this time when I am supposed to be outside chatting with my friends, taking classes at university, or someone else is working.

I know it's not bragging.  I know that I am weak.  I've already heard a lot of criticism from another myself.  The tears of my family members were already daggers for me.

However, due to the violence of Seo Gyeong-jun and his gang, I dropped out of high school and became a parasitic monster in the house, unable to go out and confined to my room.

I used to be a timid but average student.  study?  couldn't  I couldn't do gymnastics, and my family wasn't rich.

Still, it wasn't a hard life to the point where I wanted to die.  Until I met Seo Kyung-jun.

At first, he approached me and acted friendly.  about two days.  Then he ordered me to buy a drink at the concession stand.

It was hard for me to refuse to run errands for Seo Gyeong-jun, who was popular because he was rich and handsome.  At first it was a request.

The next request was to buy cigarettes.  it was alcohol  If I said no, I was slapped on the cheek.

One day, he suddenly took out all the cigarettes and shoved them into my mouth.  On days when Seo Gyeong-jun was not feeling well, I was taken to the back mountain and beaten until his stomach was bruised blue.

There was never a scratch where it could be seen, saying that it should never come out, and if it was injured somewhere, it showed meticulousness waiting until it healed.

He smiled and treated me in front of others.  Then, when it was break time, he took me to the bathroom and made me drink water from a mop.  They told me to clean my blood-stained shoes and lick them with my tongue.  They continued to be strangled and freed before they died of choking.

It's hard to write this because the memories of a year or so keep coming back to me, but the reason I'm writing this is because I want to overcome it through this work.

Even when I asked for help from the school, it didn't help properly.  It must be because of Seo Kyung-jun's background.  Seo Kyung-jun started his trainee life and stopped beating me.  But I dropped out at scho.

I was too afraid to meet people.  Even if he was smiling at me, it seemed like he would stab me if I turned around.

The day I saw Seo Kyung-jun on TV.  I tried to harm myself.  I wanted to die.  I hated the world.