My Wedding Planner // JINKOOK

Part 12

Chapter 12

Jungkook's POV

Today I contacted Jin to remind him of his control schedule, he even laughed at me. He was already waiting for me at the hospital, so I rushed there and when I arrived, he was waiting alone outside the doctor's office. Rubbing his stomach while looking at his phone.

He was flawless wearing black, he turned to me as I approached him.

"Am I late?"

"No, there are still other patients inside, so sit down first" I sat beside him.

"Are you nervous?"

"No, he's just checking me out, why should I be nervous?"

"Doctor male?"

"Yes, what's wrong?"

"Shouldn't he take off your shirt and look at your belly?"

"Of course, how would he check if my stomach cant be seen"

"I'll have the doctor replaced."

"What? No, I don't have a problem with my doctor" Jin held my hand.

"But he's a man"

"He's a doctor, what do you think he'll do? You pervert, he's not you"

"What's wrong with me?"

"forget it"

It wasn't long before the patient came out of the room in front of us, and the nurse told Jin to come in. But I hold his hand.

"What?"

"I'm coming with you"

"Wait here, I'll only be a minute"

"No, I'm coming with you" I hold his hand and follow him into the room. The doctor was seen smiling at Jin.

"Hi Mr. Jin and.."

"Jungkook"

"Hi Mr. Jungkook, finally your husband accompanies you here" Jin just kept quiet and didn't argue.

"Please go to bed, do you have any complaints in your stomach?" Jin climbed into bed and lay there.

"No, I just still feel nauseous, but not as bad as before"

"Okay, I'll open your clothes okay" I just took a breath and approached them. I stood at Jin's feet.

"Your baby is grow well, it's still very small, but it's growing in size from before, don't get tired, it's really not good for your baby"

The first time I saw my baby, on that little screen, I saw a big lump. Instantly my eyes welled up with tears. I looked at Jin and he just smiled looking at the screen.

After finishing, I told him to wait in the waiting room while I took his vitamins. I can't stop smiling thinking about my baby.

When I came back I went to him and sat beside him.

"How do you feel?"

"Good, thank you for accompanying me"

"Next week I will accompany you again, after this, just go home, don't work, you have to rest"

"I'm fine, why should I go home?"

"I don't want you to get tired, your assistant, Jimin can definitely take care of everything"

"No, I'm going back to the office"

"Jin.. just go home" he just looked at me.

"Okay" I smiled, I also don't know why I feel like this, I'm worried if something happens to my baby. Or I'm worried about him.

Seokjin's POV

Why should I listen to his orders? Even though I'm okay and I can go back to the office. But why does it feel like I have to go along with what he asks. I'm glad he's here, he accompanies me, but I'm also afraid that this will ruin their marriage. Should I give in and walk away from him?

I saw his face in front of me at this time, he is the father of my baby but he is someone else's husband. I need him but his wife needs him too. Unknowingly my tears flowed.

"Hey what's wrong?" He cupped my cheek and wiped my tears.

"I'm sorry"

"What is it?"

"I shouldn't have told you, I shouldn't have told you then."

"Hey, about what?"

"About this baby, I'm sorry" he pulled me into his arms, my chest felt tight. If I didn't say it back then, I wouldn't feel this guilty.

"Jungkook, you don't have to do this, I promise I won't keep you away from our baby but please, don't see me again, this is the last time you see me, please promise me"

"What? No, why should I do that?" He let go of the hug and looked at me.

"I don't want to ruin your marriage"

"Jin, if you think this marriage is my will you are wrong, my parents told me to marry her and if you think I love her, you are also wrong, how can I love her while I'm still having fun with other people, at first I thought she was my type, maybe i will love her when we get married, but the truth is i don't love her yet, but i treat her like how i should. she is my wife, i know that. but you are carrying my baby"

"No, she's your wife and you have to think about her feelings if she finds out I'm carrying your baby, I don't want your marriage to fall apart because of me, I can take care of everything myself, I promise I will take good care of our baby, I promise"

"Why do you keep hurting yourself by saying all this huh? I know you want me here, your eyes say it. But why are you telling me to leave when I want to stay?"

"Because I'm just nothing"

"Are you sure about your words? Are you sure since then you can forget me? I know it's just a mistake we did, but have you forgotten it? I know you remember, even though you were drunk at the time, but I'm sure you remember"

"No, stop, let's not talk about it, we did it subconsciously"

"No, I did it consciously and it's something I've always wanted to do again"

"No, Jungkook please.. no.."

"Yes, why do you have to lie to yourself? Doesn't that hurt?" He covered my cheek.

"Is hurting yourself something that make you happy? Are you happy if I do what you want?" My chest hurts so much to hear that, I don't want him to go, I don't want to.

"Yes, I'm happy if you do what I want, so go away, don't ever see me again, I'll call you when the baby is born"

"Okay" I just closed my eyes with my tears that don't stop. My chest hurts so much.

"I'll go if it makes you happy" I didn't dare to look at him, he let go of his hand from my cheek and I cried even more. But my body jerked when he kissed me.

Yes, I can feel his lips on me. I opened my eyes and he broke the kiss.

"Take good care of yourself" he just smiled and left, he left me there alone.