My Wedding Planner // JINKOOK

Part 17

Chapter 17

The next day Jin woke up from his sleep, he saw Jungkook standing facing out the window with a cup of coffee in his hand.

"Jungkook.." Jungkook turned his head and quickly put his coffee on the table then approached Jin.

"You wake up, how do you feel?"

"I'm fine, I want to meet Minji"

"She's still in the incubator room, we'll be there after you have breakfast" Jin just nodded.

"The doctor said you can go home today, but you have to rest because your condition hasn't recovered properly"

"What about Miji?"

"She was born ahead of time, so for a while she will stay here" Jin nodded again.

"You go home, meet Lisa, Namjoon will be here, he will take care of me and I already contacted Jimin last night and he said he will be here too"

"Yes, I will meet her"

"Think before you decide, I'm okay Jungkook, from the start I never expected anything from us, I just want you to know about our baby and vice versa. I will always love you and you remember when you told me not to marry another man because I pregnant? I promised myself the same. I'll just focus on Minji"

"I just want to be honest with myself Jin and I also want you to do the same for yourself"

"This is really hard for me Jungkook, but being Lisa is definitely harder. You love me right? So far you can get through it with Lisa, even though you love me"

"And every day I always torture myself because I have to look like a good husband for her, I lied to her all this time, will that be good for my relationship? Of course not, everything that is based on lies will only end with another lie, I don't want to live in that world, i love you Jin, it's enough for me to leave you and Minji, let you take care of him alone, now give me a chance to take care of you, take care of Minji"

"Jungkook, you already chose to marry her at that time, you made her sure that you would live with her forever. Whereas we met for no reason, if at that time we didn't meet or I wasn't your WP, I'm sure you would never look for me and would live happy with Lisa. You are like this only because--"

"Jin..I love you" Jungkook cupped Jin's cheek and stroked it.

"Was loving you a mistake?" Their eyes met and Jin just shook his head.

"Don't you want to live with me?" Jin was silent, his eyes started to get wet because his tears were almost overflowing.

"Doesn't Minji also need me? I'm her father, she will ask for my presence in her life"

"Jungkook--" Jin's voice cracked, he tried to hold back his tears but it was really hard.

"Sshh.. I decide everything" Jungkook brought his face closer to Jin and kissed him, giving Jin a warm kiss. Their eyes closed as they enjoyed the soft kiss. Slowly but surely, as if they don't want to stop.

Jin put his hand on Jungkook's chest and Jungkook cupped Jin's cheek and stroked it slowly. Until he let go of the kiss and pressed his forehead against Jin.

"I love you Jin"

"I love you too"

After breakfast, Jungkook accompanies Jin in his wheelchair to meet their daughter, Minji. They could only see from outside the room, looking through the large window in front of them. Jungkook helped Jin up from his wheelchair.

"I never expected this to happen so fast" Jin said, Jungkook who put his hands on Jin's waist only tightened his grip.

"I never thought I would love you Jungkook, love someone who was never there for me, somehow I could love you, but when Minji is in my stomach, I keep missing you. Memories of that night flash in my mind and I always want it again and again. How can I love you like this Jungkook?" Jin turned to Jungkook who was already looking at him.

"This is God's way of bringing us together, meeting is not a coincidence, but destiny that God has given us. I don't need to know why I love you, what I want now is just to be here with you and our daughter" Jungkook kissed Jin's lips softly and Jin rested his head on Jungkook's shoulder.