Wanting You - EDITING.

Chapter Sixteen

Two months ago Brody found out about Blake and I.

Fuck that was probably the worst day of my life, well ok not the worst day since that was being dumped in a bar by my jerk of an ex.

That car ride was awful, each time at the bar when Blake had came in I didn't speak to him, I kept my distance at all times, trying everything possible to avoid him, only talking to him when the guys were busy and making him a drink, sometimes we bumped hands and I had to fight everything in me to keep my face straight and act normal, he didn't go out of his way to speak to me, occasionally saying hello but then heading to the pool table with his friends when they all came in together.

Having Blake tell me that him and I was over in front of Brody was completely humiliating, I didn't know what to say, I just sat there and nodded, agreeing with him that it was for the best, I mean he could have said it to me in private.

Another thing that went wrong that week was finding out that I was still in that dreaded wedding, Jenny called my mum and told her, actually no she dobbed on me telling mum I refused to be in it so mum had came around with Jenny three days later and blasted me for not wanting to celebrate a wonderful thing between her and Blake.

I made up some lie about it more so being the fact I was still upset about Cole and I breaking up and she went all apologetic and comforting as she believed my lie.

Ugh even thinking about his name made my skin crawl, I was still mad at him, mad at how he acted and spoke to me, he had tried to apologise to me by calling and I just hung up on him, I didn't want to speak to him, well not yet anyway.

Brooke had came home to find me on the couch after her dirty weekend away, telling me that she was giving Ryan another shot, I liked Ryan and he was good for her, he was staying over a lot during the week as well, those two were so cute together, he even helped with cooking dinners.

I told her all about Brody catching Blake and I out, finding out that we had sex in the tent next to him and how after he finished abusing Jenny and how much he hated her as well as his whole family, he then went on and on about how sick that was, that he couldn't believe we actually did that while he was asleep.

What angered him more was Blake telling him to get over it and he was asleep and he wouldn't have even known about it if David hadn't said anything to him, yeah that really pissed him off even more and we sat listening to a full on lecture about how wrong this was and we had to stop it.

I even told her about our little I love you exchange, I well and truly remembered.

Brooke had jumped in and told me the quickest way to get over him was to step up my workout routine, yeah I was working my fucking legs off with all the squats and yogo she was making me doing, sometimes I could barely even walk the next day from what she had me doing and since I was now in a wedding she was determined to make my body hotter than Jenny's.

I didn't see how that was even possible since Jenny was a twig with huge tits.

Oh another thing, Brody and I were fake dating, seeing as he still hadn't told his family or friends he was gay he wanted to buy sometime with me playing along as his girlfriend when we were at the bar.

Last weekend I had to get fitted for a bridesmaid dress, the colour was bright freaking pink, and the dresses were literally skin tight, it was like a snake skin suit so no wonder I was working my ass off to get fit, especially since she ordered me a dress two sizes to small, I just couldn't loose that much weight in that little time.

We were going to look like hookers with the way she wanted us dressed, in other words we were going to look like a barbie doll, a freaking plastic doll.