"Leah, i will dye my hair blonde again only if you come in the pool with me and the boys" phil hugged leah tightly knowing she couldn't resist the offer.
"No its okay" phil stopped hugging Leah and gave her a look, "you okay?"
"Mhm, fine, never been better" leah stayed in her bedroom while phil took the boys downstairs to the pool.
Leah wasn't mad at phil, she probably sounded and acted like she was, but she wasnt, she loves him.
Leah turned to the mirror, frowning at the scars and stretch marks on her body, her stomach specifically. "Why cant i be Perfect?" She said to herself in the mirror. Leah had been insecure of her body ever since she had her babies, and hadn't told phil about any of it.
That was why she didn't want to join them downstairs in the pool, she didn't like the marks, or the scars on her stomach.
"Lee, baby, please dont tell me you are judging yourself in the mirror" phil walked into the room standing behind leah with his arms around her waist. "These marks and scars, these are reminders that you bought three beautiful babies into this world, babies that you were told you couldn't have, they show how perfect, and strong you are, you are my girl and i love you for you i dont care how your body looks you will always be perfect to me"
Leah felt herself tearing up, "i love you phil"
"I love you more leah" leah changed into her bikini, feeling better about her body, and walked with phil to meet the boys by the pool.
"You are perfect to me" phil told leah one last time.
A/n: so this chapter was shit and it was really rushed it will get better i promise <3