Chapter 2

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"TJ, there's this boy I want you to meet." Heavenly says guiding me toward him in the mall. I smile. "Oh Hev, you know i'm not interested in your match making!" I told her the truth laughing.

"Don't be silly, I know you're going to like this boy!" she says pointing him out.

He's walking towards us, eyes directly at me. The boy looks to be about my age, seventeen. He had brown curly hair, and beautiful brown eyes, with a soft smile that matches his baby face. Wearing a sweat shirt and jeans with his hat on backwards.

"He looks like a fuckboy." I joked.

He made his way to me as Heavenly walked away. "He's the one." she whispered in my ear.

"Don't just leave me!" I say looking back as he comes closer, but she's already gone.

The boy grabs me gently by the waste, pulling me in closer, softy pressing his lips against mine. I do the same, my arms wrapped around his neck, then my fingers going through his curly brown hair.

I woke up from my dream. The same boy who was always in my dreams. I don't know who he is, I never met this boy before. Every second night, I would dream of him.

I reminded myself of the painful memory of yesterday's news.

I walked into the kitchen, with a note on the table. I hesitated to read it, terrified if it was Heavenly's note.

I glanced at the note seeing my mothers hand writing and different ink.

TJ, I know it's a tough time, there's cereal in the covers. I'll be home in two weeks, I'm going on another business trip.

How can my mother leave me alone at a time like this?

I have to much sadness in me, I can't eat.

I grabbed one of mothers old photo album, finding photos of Heavenly. My heart aches even more.

"I can't do this either." I texted my mom.

My heart aches more and more. A second feels like a day, a minute feels like a eternity.

I entire the bathroom, locking myself in, searching for pills.

I open the bathroom mirror cabinet , grabbing the first pill tablet I find, with my dad's prescription.

The front door slams open, with huge steps running towards me.

I struggle to open the capsule.

"TJ Veronica!" My dads voice shouts, trying to unlock the bathroom door.

Fuck Sakes. I couldn't open the capsule. I bite it open with my month,spilling all the pills on bathroom floor. Dad slams the door open.

I start uncontrollably crying on the bathroom floor. "Sweet heart, please don't do this." Dad speaks in a guilty voice. I grab on to dad hugging him letting him comfort me. As soon as I knew it Dad was in tears as well. I don't like seeing dad cry.

The police came moments later, asking me questions. If anything else were to happen I have to go to a mental hospital.

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A/N
Sean will come in the next few chapters, 😁 thanks for reading. Please like & vote. 👍

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