May 15: High School

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Oh hi guys, I just came back from surviving through an island. Of course, I did not.
So what is going on in my life? Not much.
I'm still this girl who blends with the wall.
I'm still this girl who hates herself.
I'm still this person who walks through her moments of life not caring anything.
Remember when I talk about the school thing? I think I did talk about it....
Anyway, yesterday I got a tour and an introduction to the school. Let's just say it is HORRIBLE. The building is OLD, like very old. The lockers look like they are from 1900s...no lying. Also, there is no air conditioner in the school (except library)! How am I gonna survive in summer? Thats that, but since I'm a year late, it will take some time to get use to it. My other friends who is "going with me" is kind of backing out, so if I go, I will be by myself.
Besides, I do love the school I am at now. It is comfortable and clean. The teachers are nice and the classmates I know for years.
However! That old school is the best high school in my city...there is also alot more classes and clubs. So which one I pick?!

Second problem, my weight. I went to the doctors like a week ago. I'm obese.....yep. Totally not surprising. I need to loose weight or at least get healtheir. I just hate how ugly I look in my shirt. I just wear t shirts and pants...because i look extra ugly. Shit, going to that old high school will suck. Every girl there is skinny and pretty or at least skinny.
The doctor said she will check me up next 4 months.

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