Only Mine (PHS I Intersex) Published under IMMAC

𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝕰𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 - 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖇𝖔𝖘𝖘

Prelims are fast approaching. I was limping my way to our classroom habang nasa likod ko naman 'yung dalawa na wala ng ibang ginawa kundi ang asarin ako.

Mga bwisit!

Napahinto ako sa pagpasok ng classroom when I saw that our goddess Professor is already inside and currently sitting immaculately on her chair. Isang araw ko lang siya hindi nakita pero namiss ko na siya agad.

After I confessed to her last Saturday night, nanatiling nakapikit lang siya. Afterwards, I noticed her breathing went steady. I don't know if she heard me or not. I sighed. I don't know how to act after that.

But after the talk we had, I'm not sure I can stop myself from falling dahil habang tumatagal ay lumalalim 'yung nararamdaman ko para sakanya. She don't know it yet but she already has a power over me.

And it's scary.

It's scary enough that I can't get her off my mind. In that short period of time, she was able to make me fall for her. This new feelings is making me crazy, damn it!

I don't wanna get my hopes up 'cause I know how unpredictable she can be. I just hope that she'll let me in.

"Ano Laurent, hindi mo na ba kaya? Gusto mo buhatin ka na namin?" mapang-asar na komento ni Jaimee.

Pinandilatan ko siya ng mata. I tried to straighten my walk but I really cannot do it. So, I just gave up and limped my way to my seat. I can feel the Professor's gaze on me as I do so. Once settled, I looked up front and saw her smirking at me.

I gave her a bored look na nagpairap sakanya. I mentally chuckled and shook my head. Napakasungit kahit kailan!

Sa susunod siya naman ang hindi ko palalakarin. And that's a promise!

The class went by faster than I can remember, wala akong ibang ginawa kundi ang titigan siya. Admiring her has been my daily doze of medicine.

I'm just waiting for my classmates to go out first 'cause I might raise hell if ever someone accidentally stepped on my foot.

"Miss Santiago." Bigla akong napatingin sa harap when I heard that firm voice. 

"Follow me to my office." she said seriously. I heard the two chuckle before leaving me behind.

Nakakainis.

You know over time, I have learnt to go with my instincts when it comes to this woman. And again, I have a bad feeling about this.

Habang nag di-discuss siya kanina ay seryoso lang ako nitong tinitignan. Hindi nga niya ako iniirapan whenever I raised a brow at her, when in a normal day she'll already be pissed. At sapat na 'yun para maramdaman ko na things will not go well for me 'pag sumama ako sakanya.

I can't take any of her torture today. From here on, I decided I will not be a battered wife or whatever you may want to call it in this situation. So, I shook my head in response that made her eyes narrowed.

Unti-unti na namang sumisibol ang pamilyar na kaba sa dibdib ko kasabay noon ay ang unti-unti ding pagkunot ng noo nito.

I mentally gulped.

"Excuse me?" mariin nitong utas "Are you saying no to me Santiago?!"

I mentally calmed myself. "No miss-

"Then what's with that shake of head?!" I collected my cool despite the loud beatings of my heart. Bakit ba kasi tumataas na naman 'yung boses niya?

"As you can see Miss, I'm already limping. And your office is far, whatever it is that you want to tell me, you can say it here." I even looked to the open door. Good grief.