Behind lost eyes

Day 20

An: hey guys I almost wasn't able to update. Got in some trouble but its okay.

Dear journal,
He came to school mad but yet you knew he was upset. He literally asked every girl after I left with my friends to remove their masks so he knew who every girl was and who was there. But if he looked at my eyes he would have a hint. Even if my mom tried to disguise them they are hard to miss. Misty pale green eyes are not easy to lose. Everywhere we went my friends tries to make sure he didnt get close. They tried to save me but my last period is with him and they dont have that class with me so I'm stuck... I walk to my seat as usual. And get ready for today's lab. He storms in and throws his stuff on the counter. I tried to lay my head down but I felt a hard grip on my wrist. Trying not to wince I turn towards him." Did you go to homecoming ", he asked roughly. I just acted dumb cause thats all he thought of me." I asked you a question!! ", I knew he was pulling back to punch me. It stopped before it hit my nose." Look at me..LOOK AT ME", he started soft then yelled making me jump. I looked up at him. He softly reach, pushing my dark brown hair behind my ears. I feel him continue to touch every inch of my face delicately then pulls away sharply. I feel tears prick my eyes and then hear him sweet talking to Kelsey. Just why?!!? Why be so nice to me act like you care then drop me?!? I can't rake this anymore. I got up and ran from the room. I left to my favorite spot. The big oak tree behind the school. Barely anyone goes there. I heard him chase after me yelling for me to stop. But I didnt I pushed my legs until I collapse against my tree in sobs. I love you but it hurts......