~{past}~

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"it was the past" poli said, drinking is cup of coffee, he was talking to mark about family issues and stuff, were amber got into the drama about hers, "my familys rasist to my cousin Vanantina." amber said, "Vanantina Yadamadia? the girl that works at The school?" poli said, sighing and holding in his tears, "yeah, speaking of family poli, what is it like in the rodriguez house and family?" amber said, in a happy voice, poli didnt ever want to say the lies and drama in the house hold, but amber asked him, "wait here" poli put his cup of coffee down and went to his room to get his diary and art book, " ill read the first page and then show you the drawing." he said.

----------------------------------------------------------~{What is life to me and my ghost?}~-------------------------------------------------------------

polis pov:
i was only 4 years old when it started, i was in the kindergarden class when my mom and dad started fighting about me, "hes like this cuz of you!! you turned him into the gay little boy he is today!! youre a MONSTER!!" my mother screamed, the kids were crying and running to the teacher like it was the end of the world, "i dont care!! poli will be the boy he wants to be!! if you dont like it then fine!! get your shit out of my fucking house and GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM POLI DALLAS RODRIGUEZ AND NEVER EVER COME HERE GO HERE TO PICK HIM UP EARLY!! IM GOING WITH YOU SO YOU DONT STEAL THE THE MONEY!!" what money? i said to myself, and ran to my dad, looked at him and he looked at me, "you want your-" "i want my mommy!!" i said, why was i so stupid as a kid, why was i? "i know." he pushed me to her, she got me and put me in the car, she drove to the house, got her stuff and my stuff, and the money, and we went to this place we call home, Switerland,Europe. why did we move here? i dont know...
mom said it was the only place on earth daddy was banned from, why was he banned? kidnapping and going on killing sprees as he watched spree, i was only four i say.
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i cried and cried as i went into that school, the school i was going to was a only rich kids school to some wannabe popular kids, no one cared if i got bullied, but one day my mom had enough of the bullying, when we had a meet the teacher, she went to the wannabe popular kids parents gave them a 'pusishment' form hurting me, i was all ready six, and my mom was having a baby again, but this time a boy. i didnt care, i wanted a brother and sister, but i had those all ready...
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i hated kay at this moment, i wanted to kill him when he told mom i liked someone, a boy OFC, she was upset with me, i did nothing wrong!! and i get this as a gift?! ugh....i want him dead and to burn in hell.
--------------------------------------------------~16 with a new abusive dad, it was hell~------------------------------------------------
(long part) i wanted to scream in my pillow as kay hugged me, my mom got us a new dad?! what?! weird.... "she said she was not gonna get us a new dad, she said this one is richhhh assss fuckkkkkkkkk" kay said as we both laughed, when we stopped laughing, my mom open the door as she walked into the room with some guy, he was tall, around 6'1, and his hair was the same color as my crushes mom, weird, i just wanted to get him and rip his hair off "hello kay and- urrr... just kay." why not me? well, i was a little like ummm... abused from my face, cuts and scars, and yada yada... but i was born like this, why? i dont know... who cares, "im poli, poli Ro-" i was cut off, " poli this poli that, shut up!! god your so annoying.." my dad- well, i Really cant say dad, step-dad gets it, "okay okay, shut up you, kay and poli, this is angelust de la cruz, your new daddy!!! and hes richhhhhhhhhh assssss fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~" my mom said, getting my step dads hand and taking him to the bedroom of love' ugh.... theres always a sound coming from there..." im going to my room..." i said, getting my headphones and my phone, i turned on my headphones and went to facebook, i went to my room, opened the door and closed it. i went to my bed and hid under the covers, i went to roys picures, and he was all ready with someone... amber... i hated her.... why? cuz i was insecure, of what you may ask, i cant say it... okay fine ill say it! i was jealous of her life, why her life, she was perfect, i was not, oh poli so for some stupid thing your insecure about someones life? yes, dont ask me... it was god that made me, not my mom and dad, god... sometimes i wonder... "why were we made? too kill one another?" and i still dont know... well, i still keep that with me, same as kay, if i never said, that, the fight will never had happen... what fight? well... this fight... kay opened the door and walked in with a bag of stuff from 1980-1990, the years we were born, "whats that?" i said, kay sat at the side of my bed, "stuff from 1980 to 1990, look, our old ID cards from PK-4!!" he showed me the cards

 kay opened the door and walked in with a bag of stuff from 1980-1990, the years we were born, "whats that?" i said, kay sat at the side of my bed, "stuff from 1980 to 1990, look, our old ID cards from PK-4!!" he showed me the cards

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"cool, mine still looks the same, but they didnt take picures of us from the picure." i said looking at kays whos was the same as mine.

"yeah haha!! you know, maybe they were too lazy to take picures!!" we both laugh, i sighed and smiled, "kay may i ask. are you sure you dont like it when someone says they hate you?" i said "um, yeah, why are you asking? do you hate me?" he said in the rude voice of his, "NO NO!! I DONT!!" i said, he looked at me and said in a almost screaming voice, "Oh? are you sure you little fucking lier?!" he said, " DUDE NO I DO-" "you do?! you backstabber!! and you said you loved me?!" he said, " NO-" "FINE WE CAN BE THIS WAY IF YOU WANT!!!!! I HATE YOU!" he walked out of the room, i sighed and got a pick of me and him as kids, i was crying, i when to my phone and did everything a pre-teen does during a fight, go on youtube and play a playlist with your least fav songs... thank god that after dark was there... i put my head on my pillow and cried, i got up and got my art book and drew a little bit, when i was done, i put my art book away and turned my headphones off and same as my phone and went to bed...
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Mark was shocked, and amber was too, Mark looked at me and hugged me, i laughed softly and let go, he put his hands on mine and said in tears "if someones dares to hurt you, call me." he said, I laughed, "okay mark, now, whos hungry??" i said. " oh i am!! i want chicken with rice!!" amber said, mark laughed, "okay same as i! arroz con pollo! rice with chicken!!" we laughed, as i finish cooking, we all ate as we talked about me and roy together, when we finish, we put are plates in the sink, and went to are room, "dear diary...."
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BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1351 word?!!! AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!- ahem, i was lazy too write lol, okay i hope yall injoyed the part 'past' and yada yada- ill make a part but only with roy and poli, But sus ver :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) okay bye! <3

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