Diary Writing For General Communication

4th December 2022

Today is Sunday, and Sunday is always boring for me because I have nothing to do. I mean, what should I do? I don't have anything in particular to do. I'm not a morning person so I always wake up around 9 in the morning.

I don't know what to write in this page, I think my activities in this day was not so different from yesterday. I was just scrolling my social media all day long in my room. I don't have a girlfriend so I stayed in my house on Sunday.

Actually, I miss the time when I had a girlfriend. Hanging out on Sunday, go to instagrammable places, I really miss that. But, I'm not ready for another relationship or heart break. It's been a year since my last relationship, I don't want to talk why my last relationship ended up but it was breaking me so hard. It affected me so much, I didn't have appetite for months, God I don't want to feel that again ever, haha.

I don't know maybe I'm not ready to open my heart for someone. My friends, they suggested me to try for another relationship, they even wanted to introduce their friend to me, but I rejected, I'm not ready. Sometimes I feel so lonely, not gonna lie, I envy with them who have a relationship. But I think it's better this way, being single until I'm ready for another relationship.

Actually, there's someone who I like, we're close to each other, but I don't want to get into her so I keep a distance between us. I think I have a trauma with love haha.

Anyway, enough with that love thingy. Today was boring, I was just scrolling my Tiktok all day long. Oh, and I watched a movie today, it was God of Egypt, it's not a good movie but I like anything about myths, especially Egyptian myth and Greek Myth. Just like the tittle was said, it was about Egyptian gods. The story was interesting but it didn't accurate to the original myth.

What makes it bad was the CGI effects, I think it's too much. I know it's a fiction movie that needed a CGI effects, but it's just too much, it's made it looked like an animation movie.

I think that's all for today, and it's already late night so I'll go to sleep, thank you.