Chasing Dreams

12.

Sam, kneeling before me with a 20 pack of chicken nuggets was the amazing sight.

Jesus, that dress was killing me and I've been craving them forever.

Did it sound like he was going to propose? I hope not, I'm just telling the story how it's meant to be. Suspensful.

I've been spending more and more time with the twins, trying to give them a life they deserve. It gets tiring but they're mine and sometimes I can't help but just look at them and see jack. I wonder how he's doing, probably moved on with his life to make music. That's good though, he needs to forget and I also.

"Babe? Jacks here for the twins," Sam smiled.

"Alright," I sighed, grabbing there little hands and walking with them to the door.

"Hi," He awkwardly said placing them in car seats.

"Hey," I paused. "Please take care of them."

"You know I will," He scoffed, "Sorry, Just the thought of you thinking badly of me again hurts a lil'."

"Alrighty, Well jack you should be going they'll be here by Monday morning thanks gbye," Sam said closing the front door in his face after wrapping a protective arm around my waist.

"Oh, sam," I laughed loudly at his jealous acts.

"What? You're mine and he was clearly trying to make a move," He smirked.

"Alright Love birdies," Connor sing sang walking down the steps.

"Which one of you's have troye sivans number?" He asked curiously.

"Ooooh?" I smirked.

"No! I just want to make a video with him," He sighed rolling his eyes.

"Whatever TQ, Here," I laughed showing him troyes number and he ran off.

"You know," Sam said pausing to look and see if anyone was around. Then wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him. "Nobody will be home tonight," He whispered into my ear placing a kiss right underneath, trailing down my neck to where it meets my shoulder and lightly sucking, gently rubbing circles into my sides.

"Wrong! We'll be home," Kian giggled pointing to Jc and himself.

"Why can we not get any privacy in this household?" He groaned as I chuckled.

I looked over to Kian and he nodded smirking as I motioned for him to dunk on sam.

I quickly slapped Sams butt to get him to gasp and let me go while Kian picked up a basketball, oddly enough laying around, and dunked into the make shift hoop Jc made. I fell to the floor laughing my small ass off.

"That was by far the greatest thing we have done with our lives," Jc muttered laughing.

Sam sat there pouting at me, "You just let them do that?" He sulked.

"Oh! Stop being a baby and come kiss me, you idiot!" I giggled as he ran over attacking me to the ground. "I love you," He smiled down at me a sparkle shining in his eyes and his rosy cheeks growing by the minute.

"I deeply love you," He continued. "Don't think you understand that I would give up half my cat lives just to save you from self or socialized destruction," He smiled holding me close. By now Jc and Kian found there way out of those house smirking and wiggling their eye brows forever leaving me and sam alone on the living room floor, until they come back is all. So I guess I must say this before its too late.

"Do you remember the first day I met you? I'm sure you don't know this but I called you hot in my mind," I smirked then stopped. "Sorry, that's not romantic let me start again?" I asked and he laughed nodding.

"I'm not good with words but when I'm with you I don't seem to need any."

"When I was with other people I never seemed to be happy with myself I was just so down about myself, I didn't show it, I couldn't but now that I'm with you, I can't help but be happy and love myself." I paused.

"Sam, I'm in love with you, okay? I know for a fact thats different than just saying 'I love you' I do, I really do but I'm in love with everything about you, the little things, great I'm quoting one direction, anyway what I'm trying to say is I can't function in life without you, when I was 'kidnapped' all I could think about was getting back to you, coming back for you, thats how I know I'm in love with you," I breathed out.

He sat there for a moment just staring at me with his mouth open.

"I. Fucking. Love. You. So. Much," He smiled wide.

His lips pressed to my own, needing, wanting, longing for any type of affection I was willing to give.

"Save all the fluff babe," I murmured against his lip before biting his bottom lip and pulling it with me.

"You're gonna give me a heart attack with all that confidence," He playfully growled.

"We'll see about that," I teased getting up and walking upstairs.

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